There should be a subsection for giving into temptation. Like for instance when I was in the ninth grade and this friend had me over to his house and he got into his father's beers and he told me to drink one. I gave into temptation even if I was only 14. That kind of stuff.
I found myself on a date with a girl, she was really a friend of mine but we went out with some other kids and when we were back at her house she said she wanted to talk so we stayed in the car with radio on. She talked for a while but eventually got around to what she wanted to say, she wanted to have her pussy touched. But don't hurt her, just touch her pussy. What a thing to ask a 16 year old. I am pretty damn sure she had never used that word with a boy before. I had never touched a pussy, I had no idea how to touch her and not hurt her, I had never even touched a girl's tits and the most I had managed up to then was to get one kiss off of Sarah at the basketball game. But she asked and I had to agree, you can't tell a girl no after she asks you to touch her pussy.
She opened her legs and she took my hand and squeezed my fingers together and put my hand on her pussy. What do you feel? Hell I didn't know what I was feeling, all I felt were her pants no different than touching her leg. She pushed my hand down lower, leaning forward and she said to touch her but not hurt her, just touch her. After a few minutes of that she said OK maybe she should go in. That was the first time I touched a girl's pussy. That kind of temptation. But I did have more experience than I did before we went out that night. Boy you would think that after than she would be my friend for life but what happened is that she was embarrassed and she only talked to me when I talked to her. She did spread the word around that we were going steady, it would have been nice if she had told me because my mother is the one that told me I was going steady.
But fair is fair and I told her that I wanted her to touch my dick. She was my steady so it only seemed right that she should be the one. I got my pants undone and pulled down and got my dick out and sat there waiting. I had her hand in my hand but she pulled back so hard that I could never get her hand over to my dick. Then I noticed that she was crying, sniffling really so I let her hand go and pulled my pants up. Remembering it all sort of makes those years come back to life, her name is Mary Jo and she was fourteen years old at the time and her parents gave her permission to go out with me because I was responsible. God that girl caused me problems, I was going steady with her and we had never kissed, she was always embarrassed about everything, she clung on to me if things were bad and if things were good she sent me packing.
She was my first, or going to be my first, I gave into temptation on the night of my senior prom. That's the night you are supposed to get laid. I didn't read the manual to find out if your girlfriend who was in the tenth grade was supposed to get laid, she really didn't have a choice. I couldn't go back to my friends and tell them we had gone out, ended up at the Waffle House and I didn't get laid. So we went out to this spot that I had been told about and I got her panties off from underneath her prom dress and this time I did feel her up, touched her bare pussy this time, hair and all. Damn thing gave me an erection which is all I needed to get laid that night. I did get her laid back onto the seat of the car, I was driving my mother's 1964 Bonneville and I got on top of her when the cop hit the window with his flashlight. Nothing happened, no penetration, but she was a tenth grader and I was a senior and the judge felt that the only thing to do was for us to get married. I should have never given into the temptation of getting laid on my senior prom night.
We got married in a ceremony at her parent's house, presided over by the county judge who married us. The preacher was there but he didn't officiate, something about not agreeing with the whole thing. Do you think anyone there believed us that we had not had sex? Not a soul, the cop had us nailed and either get married or he was going to make sure I served time for touching the poor little girl. That's what you get for dating your best friend. I got married and I had never had sex. Our wedding night if you call it that was pretty embarrassing all the way round. Her mother took her back into the bedroom and talked to her for an hour. When she came out she was dressed in street clothes and had this small suitcase with her and a letter from her mother stating that she was married. We went to the Ramada Inn where every thing had been set up in advance, Pepsi Cola in the room and flowers.
Now I won't tell you that temptation wasn't all over me that night, it was. But my Mary Jo was so scared that all we did was lay on top of the bed and she did let me hold her. Nothing happened, nada, zilch, nothing. I didn't even get laid on my wedding night. For breakfast in the breakfast room we sat in a booth and the waitress kept hinting at how was our night. All I could focus on was Mary Jo's and her wedding rings, the diamond shone brighter than the chandelier in her house, it was my mother's engagement ring and she had it fixed up and cleaned and everything for Mary Jo. Her hand looked positively beautiful that morning. God how can one girl tempt you so much?
I had been accepted to the University of Georgia in Athens and that meant I had to leave town and she had to stay behind and finish high school. The school let her stay enrolled as long as she wasn't pregnant. Believe me if she had gotten pregnant it would have been an immaculate conception, she was my wife by law and all but she was still not married as far as being married went. Temptation or not she was sixteen going on seventeen and God is my witness she was a little girl when it came to all that. And if I have to admit it to myself I was so in love with her that the biggest temptation by the Devil himself would never have been enough for me to hurt her. Damn I was in love, like you know you can't think of anything but her. It is a wonder I didn't flunk out of college. I won't bore you anymore with temptation and all because she got temptation herself when she was a senior and one day we just got together and had the most wonderful experience a man can ask for. I still remember that afternoon and yes I answered yes when she asked me if I loved her, God it has been fifty years and the answer is yes.