All Of My Gay Experiences
I always knew I was bi, well at least since I was 15. I’d have gay fantasies constantly while I masturbated but I am one of the classic Bi’s that is totally not attracted to men. What I mean by that is, I am only attracted to penis, I don’t look at men and think they’re hot at all, but I see their dick get hard and my knees get weak.
Now that that’s out of the way, my 1st experience came a few days after I graduated high school. I had a friend Joe that was incredible with women, he could get with any girl he wants just after a 15 minute conversation with them and I was always in awe of it, what I never expected was that it would work on me. Again I has always had gay fantasies but I never had any real urges or want to act on them, I figured I was just horny. We were having a few drink one night after a party where we had both gotten close to hooking up with a few girls and both were feeling very horny so of course we were talking about sex. I won’t waste time talking about the conversation but my friend eventually pulled his dick out to emphasize how horny he was and upon looking at it, I felt myself kinda get lost in it, idk why I said it but i immediately complimented his dick and ADMITTED that he was be a lot bigger then me. It was at that moment that i became his prey, he turned on the magic and before I knew it, he had convinced me to suck his dick. There I was acting on my fantasies that I never thought I would and I knew I was enjoying it, in all of my fantasies I am very submissive and that translated into real life. I was very turned on by the fact that I was on my knees bobbing on my friends dick that was noticeably bigger then mine, I wanted to make it clear how much bigger he was so I stood up and told him my dick was hurt big in my jeans, and out popped my 4.5 inch dick, I’m getting horny just thinking about the look on his face when he saw, I’ll never forget that he said “looks like on your knees is where you belong with that little thing”. I finished the rest of the blowjob completely naked, it went about 15-20 minutes and ended with me deciding to have cum on my face while keeping my mouth the open, I got a few ropes on my face and a nice bit on my tongue and I felt completely dominated, we were both just sitting there panting, me wiping streaks of cum on my finger and putting them in my mouth. I mentioned that he tasted good and we both laughed.
Joe LOVED reminding me that he came on my face, I’d never say anything back because I knew there was nothing to come back at him with, I also constantly masturbated while thinking about that night, I use to argue a little that I was drunk but since then he convinced me to suck it sober twice which I did and really enjoyed.
Around 3 years later and after many jokes (in private) about me sucking his dick (5 total times I believe) he moved on to promising that he could get me to let him fuck my ass. I knew he could and had thought about it often, a drunken night came and he obviously convinced me. He had anal multiple times before had been his ex’s first anal fucking so he knew how to be gentle at 1st as we started. He also had me take poppers and used TONS of lube, since he had started mentioning my ass, I had started to make sure I bleached and kept it extra clean. After some time he got into a good pace, I was in Heaven and was saying some things I couldn’t believe. Telling him it was his ass and that his dick owned me, that how I learned that nothing you say while getting good dick can be used in real life lmao, you lose yourself in a submissive Heaven. I know everyone is wondering and the answer is yes, Joe fucked me silly to the point where I came without touching it. We did doggy, missionary and cowgirl, I work out a bunch and take pride that everyone thinks I have a great ass for a dude, so backshots were my favorite because Joe kept telling me my ass looked incredible AND I could feel and here it bouncing and clappping.
I had sex with him one other time while drunk and then one other time I actually asked if we could do it sober to see how I liked it and I found out I do love it even sober. It’s been almost 2 years since we’ve done anything but he still reminds me all the time and will slap and grab my ass when we’re alone. It gets me very horny obviously but just nothing has really happened with him.
My other experience is from 2 months ago, I brought a girl home who ended up being a trans to my surprise, still with a really nice big dick, my hookup turned into me getting my brains fucked out when I explained my lifelong fantasies about being submissive to a trans women, that’s actually my favorite sex experience in my life, she was absolutely beautiful and gave me the best dick of my life, we talk here and there but nothing else has happened.
