Bi-Sexual Female / 22
Being Achingly Touch-starved (and Horned Up)
im not built for one night stands. im a homebody stoner who easily gets sensory overload in social (especially bar) environments so i never really meet folks, and if i do, im also demi so it takes time before i can be comfortable thinking abt someone sexually. because of this, ive had one partner who i dated for 1.5yrs and then still saw pretty regularly for another 6 months, and now am pretty content with our natural separation.
all this to say, its tough for me to get laid. im interested in all types but god its so hard for me to find anyone i want to sleep and then they have to want me back, its sickening. im such a pathetic needy fuck and so goddamn touchstarved my blood starts rushing at the thought of holding hands and prolonged eye contact. i love writing out my musings about what i want to do and have done to me and this is now my outlet. buckle in?
all this to say, its tough for me to get laid. im interested in all types but god its so hard for me to find anyone i want to sleep and then they have to want me back, its sickening. im such a pathetic needy fuck and so goddamn touchstarved my blood starts rushing at the thought of holding hands and prolonged eye contact. i love writing out my musings about what i want to do and have done to me and this is now my outlet. buckle in?