Randomized confessions..

I was just in the bathroom brushing my teeth and I saw the bathtub. And I thought about how nice it would be to take a hot bath..and how nice it would be to slide under the surface of the water and drown myself.

And I had to re-think it because I didn't want my family to find me naked. And I didn't want to drown with clothes on.

  • First, I'll say that I love my husband. He's the first man who has truly understood me and accepted me for me.

    Second, he's had three heart attacks over four years and cannot perform. He feels bad about it and I masturbate alot but SOOOOO miss the feeling of a sweaty man laying on top of me, giving it to me hard.

    I've approached a couple of guys about something casual but they all have a problem with me being married. WTF do I do? I just want to get laid, well and often. I want to feel like a sexual woman again.

    I feel so numb inside. Any advice would be great!!!

    I often have to join company-wide video conferences, it beats having to fly all over the place every month.
    But before we had the VC facility installed, I met one of my colleagues from another city at one of the fly-in meetings. We seemed to hit it off very well and became good friends, then email-lovers, if you can call it that.
    We would 'meet' each other whenever we joined the Company Video Conference session (about 10 people in all).
    One day she said that she got horny watching me as we talked about company business (I was alone in our local office, and so was she...) I suggested we play with ourselves under the table while we were in the meeting so that we could watch one another. She was very keen on the idea, and now we do it every time we have these conferences. I love watching her, knowing she's playing between her legs, and I especially like the look on her face and I try to visualise exactly when she comes. It isn't hard because she gets a totally distracted look on her face, then she suddenly coughs and splutters a bit, trying to cover up her orgasm. Then we go back to our offices and phone each other to discuss how it was, and what we saw. It's awesome, try it. Just keep one ear open for when the chairman asks you a question... :-)

  • I needed work, and finally had an interview yesterday. I went in a skirt suit, knowing I was meeting with a guy.

    We got the point where I had to show him my binder, and I sat alongside him and made sure to sit front in my chair and I kept bumping my leg into his. He definitely got an eyeful ;)

    So when we got in the elevator at the end of the interview, I stood close to him, and as people go tin the elevator, I stood slightly in front of him and backed up on to him.

    Say what you want, and I know it's disgusting, but I got the job! :)

    WEll to start off my boyfriend and i have been going out for almost 10 months now..and acutually prolly like in december he cheated on me with this girl he goes to school with..and the thing that hurt the most is that he couldn't even tell me that he cheated on me..i had to hear it from someone else..then when he decided to tell me the truth it wasn't even the truth but just some more lies..and i was stupid for not braking up with him..but i felt the only way i could forgive and forget was by cheatin him back..so that what i did...and obviously that wasn't the right thing to do...but i didn't want to brake up with him...I'm confused and i don't know what to do...because i think that he's still cheatin on me just hiding it better and i don't know how to tell him that i don't want to be with him anymore..??Please help!!!

  • Well were still doing 5 years later, still married though...but what he doesn't know won't hurt him. I love my ex hate my husband. won't touch him!