I Became A Closet Exhibitionist
I’ve always felt I am reasonably attractive. I’m fairly tall at 5’9” and, at 35 I still feel that I can turn heads. My weight fluctuates a bit between 135 lbs and 150 lbs, but even at 150 I’m not considered fat. I developed early, my boobs were a C cup in 8th or 9th grade, and I have a nice, firm bubble butt. I don’t dress sexy but I have always been confident in my appearance.
I got married to a good man after college and, rather than spend money on a huge wedding, we eloped and used the money for a down payment on a house. We live in a nice neighborhood with large lots and almost every house has a pool in the back yard…except ours. Our neighbor however had a large pool with a large pool deck. In the summer, he regularly has pool parties for his teenage sons and their friends and regularly invited neighbors over. His wife had left him 2 years earlier for another man.
I was walking our dog one morning and he stopped me asking if we had plans for Saturday. I couldn’t think of anything so I told him no. He said “Good! I’d like you and Eric to come over to the pool to hang out.” He said it would just be him, his sons, us and a couple of their friends…no more than 8 or 10 people and insisted we join them. He even said he’d have plenty of margaritas, my favorite adult beverage, so I eagerly accepted.
That Saturday we walked next door around 1:00. I had tried to find an appropriate suit, but none of them seemed right for a family gathering. I ended up settling for a small bikini that barely covered my nipples and was cut high on my hips exposing a lot of ass, at least it wasn’t one of my g-strings. Jim was outside talking to his sons when we joined them.
His sons, Michael and Dave,13 and 15, are cute boys and greeted us warmly. They had barely finished their burger with 3 of their friends arrived, Doug, Isaac and Greg. Doug and Isaac are Dave’s age, 15, and Greg is 13 like Michael. Greg is black and Isaac is Hispanic and all 3 were polite and friendly. After eating, Dave set up a volley ball net across the pool and the 5 boys jumped in the water. The area where the net was set up is about 3 feet deep on one side and maybe 4 - 5 feet deep on the other. The tallest of the boys is about 5’10”, that would be Dave and Greg. The others are a few inches shorter so Greg and Dave were on the deep side and the other 3 were on the shallow side.
It was getting warm out so I dove in the deep end of the pool to cool off. Eric and Jim were sitting under an umbrella at a table talking, and the boys were arguing over their game. Greg was saying it’s not fair that they had 3 players when there were only 2 of them so Dave asked me to play on their side. I’d had 4 margaritas by now and figured what the hell and joined them. Since I was taller than the other kids it was only fair that I was in the deeper end. The water came to just below the bottom of my boobs.
We started playing and I was quickly diving for the ball, jumping to spike it, or tossing it to serve. I tried to tell them I needed to rest, but the pressured me to continue. We played for over an hour, 4 or 5 games I guess, before we decided to rest. I got out and poured me another drink and sat down with Jim and Eric. We talked for a bit and Jim got up to make more margaritas. When he did, Eric asked me “So, are you having fun?” I said yes then he asked “Have you looked at your suit lately?” I looked down and one whole breast was uncovered and half the nipple on the other as well!
I looked at him and asked how long it had been like that, he said about an hour. It hit me that the boys had been looking at my tits the whole time! I got a slight tingle at the thought of it! I casually covered my tits, leaving the suit dangerously close to my nipples, then moved over to a lounge chair to lay down. I watched the boys play and noticed them staring my direction. When Eric went inside to help Jim, I discreetly moved my bottoms to the side so my lady parts were partially exposed. I realized I was getting excited knowing they could see me! I had sun glasses on so they couldn’t see me watching them while pretending to sleep. When we finally left, I stripped naked as soon as we entered the house and fucked Eric on the sofa. I can’t remember being that turned on before.
Since that day, I find myself looking for ways to “accidentally” expose myself to men. I’ve done it at stores, the park, restaurants, and the beach. I love the excited expressions on their face when they think I’m not aware that I’m exposed. It’s like they get a peek at something forbidden! I haven’t told Eric about it, but I think he’s figuring it out. I don’ t think he minds at all!! Somehow, there’s something about knowing men are trying to sneak peeks at me, though they don’t need to sneak, that really gets me excited. I will say that I seem to have become very popular with the Jim, Dave and Michael!