I went to a boy's school for disciplinary reasons. When I got to the school I was paired (roomed) with an older boy whose job was to show me the ropes and put me in my place. I wasn't going to let myself but he trapped me between the wall and the bed and after a long fight got my pants down and dry fucked me. I learned, either way I was going to get fucked, I could either cooperate and get lubed up or not cooperate and get a dry ass fucking that hurt like hell. After the first three times I started to enjoy getting lubed up and I was compliant after that and I was his for the rest of the year. I was not a disciplinary problem for any of my years there.

That's life, if you get out of line someone is going to fuck you back into line. If you fight it, you are going to get fucked the hard way, if you follow the rules and you are compliant the fuckings are lubed and enjoyable. The thing is whether or not you think you are a fuck toy, you are. That comes with being the new boy on the block or the new guy on the team, you get fucked and the big dog does the fucking. It was the most important life lesson I learned.

I am not a big dog, never was. I was a shit head when I was a kid that is why I got in problems. I found out that my place is being the fuck toy, I am just not the Alpha dog. When the Alpha dog comes by you drop your pants and adopt the position, makes life worth living. Life is just so much better when the Alpha dog likes you.