- a cheating heart
You need to leave this guy, tell him you're unfaithful and no good for him - tell him the truth. Then seek therapy. You will never have an emotionally satisfying relationship until you're able to be faithful.
I suggest that ypu dont have a boyfriend just be single.
I think u should talk to him about it. Talk things out b4 ne serious decisions are made. I'm in a similar situation... but communication helps a lot. TRUST ME.
Maybe you should try having an open relationship so that you can enjoy the variety,unless it's the devious behavior that drives your sex life.
What is so fucking hard about people being honest from the start? Why can't people like you just say "I don't want to be in a serious committed relationship. I'd like to see you and other people. If that is not okay with you, then we shouldn't be together" That gives the person the freedom of choice and you would not be a cheater. What you do is deceptive and wrong, especially since you could be carrying and spreading diseases to innocent people who's only crime was loving you!