TO ALL STR8 BI & GAY MEN.how would you work this one out i want your opininon im a male in my 50s.ive know this guy .hes been a family friend for years, hes in his late 30s an single he lives alone, an does farrier work, an breaking in horses .eg rodeo work etc hes a bit ruff around the edges.an poss a lil anti socail at times.anyway this one time when he was at my house.i made a few moves on him. an i told him i was inerested in him an that i found him very attractive.but to my horror.i was badly rejected by him. he backed off. saying FUCK OFF. THKS .BUT NO THKS .THATS NOT MY THING.IM NOT INTO MEN..as he turned an started to walk away,...an that he wasnt interested that he wasnt gay i could have died of shame there on the spot i thought ok bad call an he left i never saw him for about 2 weeks he called round to my house asking if he could borrow some tools to repair his truck.i gave him the tools to use, an kept my distance from him any it started getting late as he worked on his truck in my drive way so i offered to make something to eat he agreed an it was about 10.30 that night after we had eaten our meal an we were on the back porch both by this time things between him an me seemed to be a bit more sivilized.so as he was preparing to leave (putting on his boots) on the back porch.i thought id give it an other go.an try an make an other move on him.cause i was so turned on by his pesents that whole evening,by hiim just being there.it was too much for me.an went over to him.as he was sitting on the step doing up his boot laces. i moved toward him as we talked, i then stroked the back of his hair with my hand. an patted his shoulder as i was talking to him.i was thinking what the hell am i doing he will turn around an punch me in the face or something worse. but to my amazment he didnt. he stood up an said.thks for the meal.an that he would see me around.then got into his truck an roared off down the road.that next weekend.i happened to see him at the gas station an i remarked about the trees i wanted pruned on the back boundry.he said ok when he gets a chance he will do it about a week later he showed up just on dark pulled up the drive an came into the house saying he will come over in the morning to do the job i didnt want him to turn around an leave, so i asked if he wanted a cuppa coffee an some thing to eat like all men he said ok an came into the house after the meal.i pulled out a str8 porno movie thinking this is now or never an here goes im going to hit on him again we watched the movie i could see his cock hard in his jeans an the way he kept ajusting his crutch that he was hard an ready.so with that i got up an got him an other beer.an on handing the beer to him i bent down beside the arm of the chair he was sitting in i asked if he wanted a meat sandwich,as i was crouched there asking him, i rubbed my hand over the hard, crushed bulge in his jeans an i waited for the rejection I WAS SHOCKED when he didnt knock me out there on the spot.as my fingers wrapped around the hard shaft of his cock thru his jeans.he said ok ill have a sandwich.an i then removed my hand from his lap .an went out to the kitchen to make the food,an while i was preparing the food i thought YES. ive touched his hard cock could this mean im in to my horror there he was standing in the doorway behind me as i was making the sanwich. he said i didnt know it was this late an that he had to get going as i turned to look at him he turned an walked out of the house an left he didnt come back the next day as promised to do the boundry trees.it would have been about a month later.that i saw him again, it would have been about 7 pm that night.that he pulled up my drive in his truck,an got out we talked a while i got him a beer an a big, man sized sandwich to eat, he then came an sat on the back porch in an old arm chair we talked for a few hours about work an other things it would have been about 11.30pm an i wanted him to stay so bad as it was getting quite late.as he sat there in that chair with a beer in his hand an legs wide apart.it looked like he was starting to nod off,so i knelt down between his wide spread legs an rubbed my hands up his legs as he lay back there.i asked him out right DO YOU WANT TO STAY THE NIGHT ill make up a bed on the couch he said it might be an idea as he has had too much to drink to be able to drive anyways,he then got up an came into the house an lay down on the couch.it was then i so badly wanted to seduce him.but thought no next morning he was up an gone before i got out of bed i kicked myself all day for not trying it on thinking thats my chance gone that ive missed my chance,anyway about a week later he showed up again .an wanted to borrow tools again so once again i prapered something to eat an a few beers it would have been about 9.30 pm.by time he came into the house after doing repairs on the truck.an asked if he could grab a shower.i told his yes by all means yes so i grabbed him a clean pr of baggy sweat pants an a tea shirt to put on ,as he went off into the bathroom an had a shower when he was done in the shower he came into the lounge saying that feels better an lay down on the sofa i was watching some doco on tv after about 20 minutes of us watching tv he asked if i still had that porno flick we were watching the other night i said yes that id get it if he wanted.so with that i got it turned out the lounge light i could see him across the darkened room every now an again he would ajust or scratch his balls.i was so turned on by what he was doing that i wasnt even watching the vid i wanted so badly to go over to him an do the deed but fear hell me back about 10 minutes went pass.i couldnt stand it no more so i got up an went over an croutched down by him an asked if he wanted an other beer while i was asking him if he wanted the beer i put my hand gently onto his bulging mound an started to carress his cock thru the soft material covering it as we spoke my hand was by this time around his cock he just kept watching the movie an said nothing,so with that i slowly started to give his cock a few long slow strokes thru the material, he still didnt push me off.so with that i slowly an cautiosly pulled the waist band of the pants down still he didnt kick me away. an all at once it spang out of its restricted area, there it was.this raging hard on. bouncing, up & down throbbing, swaying,an completely surounded by thick black hair i let it do its dance before taking it into my fist all the while there he was lying back on the couch legs out stretched as he watched the sex vid unfold on the tv by this time his cock was completely uncovered an standing straight up right an pusling as he breathed i then sunk my throat onto it right down to his balls an the rest is history but the next morning he said that he was drunk an horned up by the movie an that it wouldnt happen again an left the house i thought fuck you i thought oh well at least i now know what hes like an thought no more of it for a good while i was at ease with myself ill about a month later his truck came rumbling down the drive again .an he came into the house an asked what was to eat so with that i made him a meal an we went into the lounge to watch tv all the while i was wondering what was it he was up to cause you could never tell with him what he was likely to do.he always seems to runs hot & cold all the time.till it was about 11.30 pm an i said i was going to turn in an go to bed so he said he would to an could he crash there for the night i said ok i went to have my shower an when i was done he went an shwered too i turned out all the lights in the house except the one in the hall i heard him come out of the bathroom, so i called to him, come here a minute plse that he did so there he was standing in the doorway of my room, wrapped only in a towel i thought FUCK IT so i asked him outright .come an sleep in my bed with me with that he let the towel drop an turned out the light next day i confronted him by asking him could there be the chance of anything between us as he walked out, to go to work he answered by saying ....stranger things have happened ... an he left about a week later he showed up again .an stayed the night we had sex ,but he wont do penetration saying hes not gay enough for that, the only thing he would penetrate is a pussy, so now i feel used somehow. cause he wont commit he always beats about the bush if i talk of commitment i know he doesnt have a steady girlfriend an its wieghing me down, thinking i hope hes not useing me or my house,for his own needs all i can say is he must be bisexual, because he wont open up or discuss such things he doesnt live with me but wants sex about once week or once every 2 weeks