Even though I am 110% happy with my current wife and looking forward to the rest of our lives together, I still think about you sometimes. Not about getting back with you, but how you cried and cried in the parking lot outside the pub, begging me to come back to you, begging me to come home with you and after 8 years of me saving us, over and over again, I finally said no. It was one of the hardest things I ever did in my life. But understand you hurt me one last time. You betrayed me one last time. I forgive you. Don't ever think I forgot all the good things we shared together. I will also never forget those tears you shed for me that day in the parking lot. It broke my heart a second time to let you down as I did.

Stay happy, despite it all, I wish you only the best in life. Love can never turn to hate, I’ll always have a love for you.