I live in a large apt complex in NH.

I have been lusting after my hot female neighbour for years. She is totally wrong for me, I know that. She is totally into herself, a bit vain and sometimes I think I cant trust her.

But she has this Jenny McCarthy look that I love. My wife's sex drive is non-existent and I need sex. I fantasize about fucking the neighbour a lot. She comes around and talk to me, flirting at times. She love to talk about sex with me, and I have told her about my situation. She tells me not to have an affair (again) and sometimes I think she is inching towards making a pass at me, then she says something like "I like being around you because you are safe." and I think nothing doing.

I end up stroking my cock on my web cam for strangers to get off, wishes she were watching me.