This is kinda a confession but mostly just an outrage I have.... Well im good in school and stuff and in all honor's classes so most people think im like a "goody-goody" and it really bugs me.. Especially because im not as innocent as everyone thinks.. ive made out and done stuff with three guys i wasnt even going out with (one had a gf), I drink sometimes (anything that isnt beer) and I tried smoking a couple weeks ago and i LOVED it!! Now I really want to do it again because it was with a few of my friends and then these three really really really hot guys who i want to fuck.. and everytime they would light up the bowl you could see them in the light of the lighter and i just wanted them so bad. Anyway.. what can I do to make people realize that im not as good as they all think? I mean i dont want to seem like a stoner whore or anything because my best guy friend is against smoking and drinking I think and some of my other friends are.. but some of my other friends do it and I would do it with them.. What should I do??