A few weeks ago I required nine staples to close a self inflicted wound. I inflicted it in a test run of my pain threshold, and I tested it because I was curious if I had the capacity to end my life. I neither flinched or looked away. I haven't yet decided in what manner it will happen, at what time, and what kind of explanation I want to leave. I must admit that I have no overwhelming desire to end my life, I am not depressed or an idiot. I simply find it to be the most appealing option. I would over some explanation but I hate "EMO" people, ironically enough, and I really simply wanted to see what kind response this aroused. I am not faking to get a rise out of people, I am simply interested in other peoples opinions. That, and I still wonder if I have missed something basic that might be important, don't know what that would be though.

P.S: I an neither in debt or have any dependents to speak of, but I worry about what I might leave behind as far as potential expenses, so if there are any possible loop holes I should be made aware of, I would be grateful.