Bi-Sexual Male / 21
I Haven't Masturbated In Nearly A Week And I'm Going Insane
so, i'm brazilian,and i know it sounds silly, but i promised god (or whatever entity is out there) i wouldn't masturbate for two weeks if Lula won the elections. i did it mostly as a joke, but so much has happened in the past weeks that i went from atheist to agnostic. so i wanted to prove them (and myself) i can do this.
i know a week sounds short, but these have been the LONGEST days of my life. not only did i promise not touching myself, i also promised i wouldn't watch or read any kind of porn. and i thought it was going to be easy! but i was already suffering on the second day, and wanted to give up on the third. i didn't realize i was that perverted, because i'm a virgin and i don't really care about having sex with other people.
but i love masturbating. just the thought of finally touching myself is making me so hard i can't focus on anything else. all i want is to rub my cock against something--literally anything. i was humping my arm just a few minutes ago before i was able to stop, and it just made everything worse. i want to record a video with my cock and my ass full on display for anyone to see and post it online. i wish someone would tell me what to do, how loud i should moan and where to touch while i try not to cum in two minutes because of how pent-up i am. i can't remember the last time i've felt this horny, and it feels great, but i feel like i'm going to explode. i pulled my pants just to look at how hard i am, and i can't stop twitching and leaking. i cried a little while looking at myself because i'm just allowed to look, not touch. it feels like, if i look at it hard enough, i'll come just from desperation alone. i wish i lived alone just so i could buy a bunch of dildos and vibrators and take a day off just to fuck myself. maybe by the window, because i'm that much of a whore, and i want someone to look at me and think the same.
that's it. i think i'll lose the challenge because i'm so pathetic and apparently porn-brained i can't wait until tomorrow (it would complete a week, which is *good enough* in my book). i genuinely can't..
i know a week sounds short, but these have been the LONGEST days of my life. not only did i promise not touching myself, i also promised i wouldn't watch or read any kind of porn. and i thought it was going to be easy! but i was already suffering on the second day, and wanted to give up on the third. i didn't realize i was that perverted, because i'm a virgin and i don't really care about having sex with other people.
but i love masturbating. just the thought of finally touching myself is making me so hard i can't focus on anything else. all i want is to rub my cock against something--literally anything. i was humping my arm just a few minutes ago before i was able to stop, and it just made everything worse. i want to record a video with my cock and my ass full on display for anyone to see and post it online. i wish someone would tell me what to do, how loud i should moan and where to touch while i try not to cum in two minutes because of how pent-up i am. i can't remember the last time i've felt this horny, and it feels great, but i feel like i'm going to explode. i pulled my pants just to look at how hard i am, and i can't stop twitching and leaking. i cried a little while looking at myself because i'm just allowed to look, not touch. it feels like, if i look at it hard enough, i'll come just from desperation alone. i wish i lived alone just so i could buy a bunch of dildos and vibrators and take a day off just to fuck myself. maybe by the window, because i'm that much of a whore, and i want someone to look at me and think the same.
that's it. i think i'll lose the challenge because i'm so pathetic and apparently porn-brained i can't wait until tomorrow (it would complete a week, which is *good enough* in my book). i genuinely can't..
