Never Touched A Girl

I'm Arab guy .. handsome and gentle.. i live in middle Eastern country.. cuz of our hard traditions.. i couldn't get married.. and we hardly get laid cuz it's hard unless you get married.. now I'm 33 yo and never ever touched a girl and it's so hard for me.. i see all attractive girls.. and i can't be with anyone cuz of worthless traditions.. god created men and women for each other.. why I can't be with someone to be loved.. touched.. it's hard to see all girls around the world.. and see there beauty without any chance to have what god gave us .. I'm tired and lonely.. i just want to love someone and be loved.. i want to wake up next to someone who i love ..