I am falling in love with a self confess emotionally unavailable whore...I want to be around him 24/7/365. I miss him when he's gone. I really want to have his child even though I know it's stupid. I purposely have sex with no condom...HOPING I GET PREGNANT... I am not entirely nice to him either. I always bitch because I know we aren't together and Tuesday I slept with a totally random man then went and climbed in the other guys bed.