It all started two years ago. I met this guy that flirted with me, led me on, lied to me and denied his feelings for me. It would go back and forth. Anyway a year ago a girl got so used to his teasings and lead ons that she met another guy like him but she was raped because she didn't know he'd act on his teasings. That girl is me. That's why I hate this guy I met two years ago. Here's a catch he used to be my youth pastor. Because of him and this other guy I struggled and failed college they are giving me one last chance and if I fail it's all over. If I hadn't met this guy two years ago NONE of this would have happened! I would have had a job by now, more friends, probably married by now. So my confession is that I hope my rapist dies in jail or gets raped in jail and the other guy(who's on the other side of the world) gets so tormented and tortured to the point of near-DEATH or serious injury by middle east Terrorists!