made me get mad at her for annoying
him. He wasn't in the best health but
he was filthy minded man and I know he would have loved to play with her
tits or at least see them.
I knew was impotent at that stage of his life so i felt bad for him in that
I did always get fed up and leave her alone with him.so I would not be surprised if maybe she went a little further than I know of.
And thoughts would cross my mind but looking back I should have influenced her and even told him it would have been okay.
During those years was very promiscuous and cheated on me a lot, she lied a lot and she drank a lot.
I still loved her a lot and loved fucking her.
We were pretty open about our fantasies. I couldn't cum unless I got her talking about her with someone else.
But I feel.like I almost developed these fetishes as a means to cope with the amount of infidelity.i never cheated on her but I was sickly in love with her best friend.
However her cheating isn't what twisted my mind, I was watching explicit porn since I was a child, no it wasn't because of my dad or anything I had Limewire when I was 9 or 10 and I was attracted to girls my age so I searched for and looked at girls my age at that time.
So naturally I was exposed to extreme taboo situationd at very young age even tho there was nothing going on at home. And I used to look at pornos when I was in Kindergarten so I was exposed early
From the age of 5 to 12 I did jerk off with a lot of my friends when we'd have sleep overs and we'd even have some pretty wild fantasies about their sisters . No gay shit , didn't feel gay.
We used make weird fake pussies out of egg cartons all kinds of craft supplies.lol
I never once thought about doing something gay with one of my friends but I do think I was turned on by their hard dicks but I definitely wanted to fuck their sisters
My brother made me put his dick in my mouth once I quickly spat it out and probably laughed but I think that was mainly out of curiosity of what a mouth would feel like on his dick
We both never mentioned it again and it didn't seem to phase us.
We were athletic competitive popular kids and my brother beat the shit out of me daily and he does feel.terribke so I imagine if he does remember that he made me put his dick in my mouth and suck he probably feels bad..oddly
enough I dont
Look back in horror and as I've developed my sexuality as adult I probably would have tried to finish him off and I would have done it again. so that's kinda Weird.
My mom is a sweet sweet lady but I do wonder. My parents were probably
pretty fuckin weird too. I just
didn't know it but my dna does.
I started dating my first real girlfriend when I was 16 she was my friend since we were really young
She was incredibly hot and had huge tits even at 14 she had cans
The crazy thing about those tits were that they were perfectly shaped and perfect nipples
She had her nipple and tongue pierced before we even started dating so probably 14 or 15 years old and that gave her a perfect excuse to talk about and show her perfect boobs to just about anybody she wanted.
Men wanted to fuck her, my friends wanted to fuck her, her uncles, teachers, dad's friends would want to fuck. I bet her dad had thoughts about her. I don't really know how couldnt have. She probably had her tits bouncing around every morning and walking around with her tight perfect apple butt in her underwear.
Her dad was definitely the type that would burried those thoughts as far down as possible but we all know that he enjoyed the view and took extra glances.
She once said to me when she was nine she was doing something with her pussy muscles and she came for the first time.
I would say just about anything to her but I left her and my dad out of it. I definitely thought it. And far removed from it and sicker in the head I think she probably fantasized about it too.
She used to love it when I'd fantasize with her about her uncle who very obviously had an attraction to his young niece.
And she would intentionally try to get him to look at her tits n stuff she admitted that she liked to do it especially at backyard fires with the entire family. She said he's probably saw her tits and nipples a few times on different occasions but I couldn't ever get her to tell me the facts of what he's seen and done with her.
I would say you should show him your tits and then suck his dick , let him.fuck you when you guys got some alone time. Which she was very good at doing with men.
I especially wanted her to do it before she turned legal age.
The thought of being an uncle with an extremely hot 16 year old slutty niece and having a chance to fuck around with her drove me crazy. I wanted her to fulfill his fantasy and over the next 10 years I feel like there must've been something.
It was always strange.
She clearly knew I wanted her to do things with older men but she would always say nothing happened but the we'd be fucking and she'd say a little more than nothing happened but then go back on it and say she was just doing it for fantasy sake cause she knows it made me cum.
So it's really hard to know what the hell actually happened with that amazing slut of girl
It was a very stressful chaotic relationship and lots of bad stuff happened in those Who years but the experienced we had together are incredible.
But now we haven't fucked for a few years and she's in her first committed relationship with a good dude. She also let her looks go as well as age is age.
Every girl I'm with now arent into that kind of kinks are more into bdsm and just rough boring crap.
Sorry to say but the only bondage or rough porn that actuallystrikes a dick vein would still be taboo and the only super rough shit I like can't be staged. Legit has to be a video of a girl kiddnapped and getting violently gangr**ed not vanilla porn.
And the girls that are into it think it's sooooo hardcore but the fact is. I cant even let them know what I want or what will make me cum.
Sex has been boring so I've been reading confessions and relfecting on what happened throughout an extremely sexy long term messed up relationship with a really hot girl. I wish I could post you guys photos of her.
I never once thought of myself as gay or even bi growing up. I have learned that I would do some shit but only under certain circumstances.
There were many times we could have done some really dirty fun shit but I always chickened out when the opportunities presented themselves. We still did do some stuff but there were some very sexy and rare scenerios that presented themselves and my mind wouldn't let itself go into deep dirt fantasy mode.
Things that I longed for and I still shut down.


