Straight Male / 28
I am engaged to a very sexy woman who is 2 years older than me. She loves my family not really having any surviving members of her own, she's really fit in with mine. She and my cousin Linda who is a year older than me get along incredibly well. The thing is that she doesn't realize that once I was 17 and ready to go to college Linda and I went to the same college and shared lodgings. One night she admitted a crush on me, and I told her that to me she was the sexiest woman I've ever seen. With that she stripped naked in front of me in the living room of our apartment. She sucked me till I exploded in her mouth.
Now Linda was pretty slutty before we moved in together. She'd started fucking a 19 year old when she was 14 and by the time she was 18 had been fucked by 22 guys. I didn't care, though she did get me to admit that I was a 17 year old virgin. After I recouped while I was licking her beautiful hairy twat we went to her bedroom and fucked twice then she made dinner. We fucked the rest of the night. Really we fucked for the next 7 years. It only took about a week before we moved into the same bedroom, sharing closet and dresser space. Essentially we were a married couple. Our mutual friends thought that we were a couple, not knowing that we were cousins at all. With a very close couple who were friends, we even went on a long weekend trip staying in the same motel room with two beds. Each couple fucked in our own beds even though the other couple was aware and doing the same thing. We all saw each other naked, much to the envy of both the man and woman of the other couple, they both lusted for Linda.
I went through college very quickly, got a job and bought a house, Linda moved in with me while we finished college. Our parents; e are first cousins, never really thought too much about it and I'm guessing either turned a blind eye or just didn't notice that we were a couple. Around family reunions we wouldn't hold hands or anything, wouldn't kiss or hold each other like a young couple might. A couple of our male cousins asked if I was fucking her stating how they couldn't be around her and live in the same house with her and not fuck her. She was THAT beautiful, with that great a body and just had a super sexual demeanor. After she graduated we were still living together basically as a married couple. She even took my last name (her mom was my dads sister so we had different last names) for mailings but for legal matters she couldn't. We just told the parents when they'd seen some mail with her name and my last name that it was just confusion. We always kept some of her clothes in another bedroom and dresser, and filled them up when people were visiting. Her sister would spend several day excursions at our place starting in college, she took her sisters bedroom while Linda was in mine. Her sister knew what was going on. Eventually; it was getting to exposed to family, I had a job offer in another state, she had one in yet another. It was a practical decision, not an emotional one, we parted.
Back in the same state and city living after a couple of years, we used each other for sex when neither of us had a partner but that was all. It was nice to have her again, but we knew that "love" would have to take a backseat. That stopped about a year ago when Linda found a guy she really loved, he died recently, and then after 6 months I found my fiance.
The problem is that my fiancé knows that I lost my virginity at 17 to a 1 year older girl, and that I was in a long term relationship for several years with someone. Linda has become her bestie, and I feel that she should know that Linda, my first cousin, was that woman she keeps asking about.
Not sure what to do. Linda doesn't care, but she is brutally honest and would tell-all if directly asked (with my permission of course). I'd be opening up a dam of information. Linda was very kinky and we did all sorts of things my fiancé and I don't do. She isn't that open sexually. I know that this wouldn't end well . . . either way, tell or not.
Now Linda was pretty slutty before we moved in together. She'd started fucking a 19 year old when she was 14 and by the time she was 18 had been fucked by 22 guys. I didn't care, though she did get me to admit that I was a 17 year old virgin. After I recouped while I was licking her beautiful hairy twat we went to her bedroom and fucked twice then she made dinner. We fucked the rest of the night. Really we fucked for the next 7 years. It only took about a week before we moved into the same bedroom, sharing closet and dresser space. Essentially we were a married couple. Our mutual friends thought that we were a couple, not knowing that we were cousins at all. With a very close couple who were friends, we even went on a long weekend trip staying in the same motel room with two beds. Each couple fucked in our own beds even though the other couple was aware and doing the same thing. We all saw each other naked, much to the envy of both the man and woman of the other couple, they both lusted for Linda.
I went through college very quickly, got a job and bought a house, Linda moved in with me while we finished college. Our parents; e are first cousins, never really thought too much about it and I'm guessing either turned a blind eye or just didn't notice that we were a couple. Around family reunions we wouldn't hold hands or anything, wouldn't kiss or hold each other like a young couple might. A couple of our male cousins asked if I was fucking her stating how they couldn't be around her and live in the same house with her and not fuck her. She was THAT beautiful, with that great a body and just had a super sexual demeanor. After she graduated we were still living together basically as a married couple. She even took my last name (her mom was my dads sister so we had different last names) for mailings but for legal matters she couldn't. We just told the parents when they'd seen some mail with her name and my last name that it was just confusion. We always kept some of her clothes in another bedroom and dresser, and filled them up when people were visiting. Her sister would spend several day excursions at our place starting in college, she took her sisters bedroom while Linda was in mine. Her sister knew what was going on. Eventually; it was getting to exposed to family, I had a job offer in another state, she had one in yet another. It was a practical decision, not an emotional one, we parted.
Back in the same state and city living after a couple of years, we used each other for sex when neither of us had a partner but that was all. It was nice to have her again, but we knew that "love" would have to take a backseat. That stopped about a year ago when Linda found a guy she really loved, he died recently, and then after 6 months I found my fiance.
The problem is that my fiancé knows that I lost my virginity at 17 to a 1 year older girl, and that I was in a long term relationship for several years with someone. Linda has become her bestie, and I feel that she should know that Linda, my first cousin, was that woman she keeps asking about.
Not sure what to do. Linda doesn't care, but she is brutally honest and would tell-all if directly asked (with my permission of course). I'd be opening up a dam of information. Linda was very kinky and we did all sorts of things my fiancé and I don't do. She isn't that open sexually. I know that this wouldn't end well . . . either way, tell or not.
