My last ex and I where swingers, we met at a party and ironically we broke up at a party and later divorced. Swinging for us was fun and exciting and a way to keep things interesting. We attended a swinging party (SP) last halloween, we didn't really know the couple hosting that well but a mutual friend got us an invite and had nothing but good things to say about them. So we went showed up early to have some drinks with the hosting couple to help settle the nervous tension. Even though we had been doing this frequently over the past 2½ years you still get anxious when dealing with new hosts. Anyhow the rest of the couples show up and within an hour of everyone arriving we're all pretty drunk and feeling horny. It was a very interesting time like always. As the party tired out and couples started to leave we decided to stay and hang out with the hosts, they ended up offering there guest room to us because we were in no condition to drive to be honest. We thanked them and after a few more drinking k they turned in for the night, must have been around 3am. They told us there son would be coming home soon with with a cousin who would be staying the rest of the weekend with them and not to worry if we heard the downstairs door open as it was probably them coming home. Didn't think anything of it but we stayed up to watch some TV and halfway into the movie we were watching my wife asks if I could go again...mind you I'm 44 and exhausted lol. My ex is 32 and she's like a little bunny ready to go after smoking a cigarette. She trys waking the little guy up with a bj but he is exhausted and isn't having it. Not to disappoint I suggest she wash up and I try to get her off with some or sex. So while she's in the shower I hear the door down stairs open and some young men whisper as they come up the stairs. They see me and freeze lol. I guess they didn't expect anyone to still be here and it was a bit awkward as I didn't know if they knew what kind of partys there parents hosted. Anyway they said hello and ask who I was before they grabbed some snacks from the kitchen and went back down stairs. I suppose I had fell asleep cause my ex woke me up, she was wrapped in a towel and ready to go. I was still exhausted and really only wanted to sleep at this point which I did. I woke up the next morning around 10 took a shower and me and the wife had breakfast with the hosts, thanked them for a good time and left. Later that night my ex was a little uneasy as if she had something to get off her chest so I asked her about it she said it was nothing so I didn't think anything of it. A few weeks later while I was at work she text me and tells me she need to tell me something. So I take an early lunch and give her a call....long pause she tells me the night at the SP when I had fell asleep on the couch she was still horny and tried to wake me up and while she was doing that she her people downstairs, so she went to check it out thinking another couple was still there. But it was two boys who looked like they were late teens....long pause again, she told me she ended up sleeping with them. Not gonna lie I was very upset. I later found out both the boys were underage and she didn't use any protection. Okay so here's the kicker to the story, is that she tells me that she actually enjoyed doing that more than us going to SP. The bad thing is that as I was thinking of her taking advantage of these two boys I'm ashamed to say that I actually became aroused, and just the thought of it gave me a raging hardon. When I got home that night I could tell she was worried about how I was gonna act but I assured her it was okay she was drunk etc...but then she asked how I would feel if she did it again.....I agreed to it lol. On the weekends we would drive around late at night going to parks of around homeless shelters looking for young boys we'd asked them if they wanted something to eat or a ride to go somewhere and once in the car we'd pop the question. Very rarely would any of them say no