Gay Male / 37
I was introduced to sex early, probably earlier than most. It happened at a sleepover by older boy, he got in bed with me and grabbed me by my penis and while he told me to be quiet. After he got me hard he got down and sucked me, while he sucked me he pulled my PJs and my underwear down past my knees and told me to get on my stomach and he got on my back and after a few minutes got his penis in me, how deep I don't know but he got it in. I was rubbing against the sheet beneath me and I came and then he came and got off and told me to be quiet.
The next day the sheet had all the evidence and the housemother told my mother that I was actively going through puberty so my mother had a long talk with me and from then on I had a towel between the sheet and the mattress. I didn't masturbate at that time, but when I saw the boy that fucked me I let him play with my penis, such me and fuck me. I played with his penis too and I sucked him too but that is not what I wanted, I wanted him to fuck me. I know it sounds bad that I wanted to get fucked but that is what I liked and we did it enough that I am sure he got it all the way in. I loved it.
It wasn't a secret among the boys and I was given the nickname Butterfly, which is the nickname I still have today. I was loyal and didn't suck any other boys or let any other boys fuck me, although I did let a boy suck me in the boys room one time. I was m****ted a lot after gym, boys made fun of my penis and from time to time a boy would grab me from behind and hump me, it felt good because in those years you showered naked and feeling a naked penis on me just felt good. As we got older and everyone had grown mature penises and heavy voices and beards and pubes I got hornier and hornier. By then getting fucked meant that a full grown penis had to go in, and I learned how to get in position to let hit happen. With a grown penis I did like to suck and started to suck just as much as I liked to fuck.
In the eleventh grade I got fucked by a teacher. He was from Rumania and he taught physics and he was dark, with a lot of facial hair and his dick was large and he had been fucking for a long time and I found out that to let him fuck I had to participate, get into the best position and let him push in all the way before he stared to fuck in and out. He also introduced me to lubes, and once you are lubed up you just don't want to go back to bare ass fucking.
I guess no one really talked to me about it, other than everyone by then called me Butterfly and I went to school just like everyone else. I am pretty sure that it was not a total secret that the Physics teacher was fucking me towards the end of high school. After high school I asked my counselor if I should go into the Army before going to college and he was no, and hell no, stay out of the Army. The very reason I wanted to go was the very reason why he told me to stay out of he Army. So I went to night school to learn how to do bookkeeping and I graduated a year later and got a job working for the local bank reconciling accounts.
It was during my job at the bank that I found out that if you suck a manager's penis you can get things you want. He also talked me into trying out for a real college and I got in and I worked part time at the bank and went to school almost full time and got my degree in Accounting and I got a full time job in the accounting department at the bank. The bank manager had a thing for having his penis sucked, his penis touched, his penis massaged, and he decided that it was going to okay to fuck. I liked him a lot, I liked the way he fucked, he used lots of lubes and he let me suck him before he fucked me. With him things had to be real quiet because in addition to being the bank manager he was in the Lion's Club, his wife was on the school board and he had two daughters who were cheerleaders and popular kids in school.
It has been a good ride as they say, I started out with a boy under the covers and now I am under cover sucking off men who definitely want to stay under cover. There is just something about having sex with a man who is scared to death that it is going to come out that he is gay. I live alone of course, it makes it easier all the way around, I have a townhouse with an enclosed garage and a lot of bushes so a car can come and go without being seen if the lights are shut off, I have heavy curtains and a great big bed to have all the fun on. I used to keep cigars and premium wines, beers and Whiskeys, but that is not necessary really, it is more about lets get going and get it done, and discretion it is all about discretion. It is a nice living right now, how long I can do this I don't know, but for now I can make more working at home than I ever did working for the bank.
The next day the sheet had all the evidence and the housemother told my mother that I was actively going through puberty so my mother had a long talk with me and from then on I had a towel between the sheet and the mattress. I didn't masturbate at that time, but when I saw the boy that fucked me I let him play with my penis, such me and fuck me. I played with his penis too and I sucked him too but that is not what I wanted, I wanted him to fuck me. I know it sounds bad that I wanted to get fucked but that is what I liked and we did it enough that I am sure he got it all the way in. I loved it.
It wasn't a secret among the boys and I was given the nickname Butterfly, which is the nickname I still have today. I was loyal and didn't suck any other boys or let any other boys fuck me, although I did let a boy suck me in the boys room one time. I was m****ted a lot after gym, boys made fun of my penis and from time to time a boy would grab me from behind and hump me, it felt good because in those years you showered naked and feeling a naked penis on me just felt good. As we got older and everyone had grown mature penises and heavy voices and beards and pubes I got hornier and hornier. By then getting fucked meant that a full grown penis had to go in, and I learned how to get in position to let hit happen. With a grown penis I did like to suck and started to suck just as much as I liked to fuck.
In the eleventh grade I got fucked by a teacher. He was from Rumania and he taught physics and he was dark, with a lot of facial hair and his dick was large and he had been fucking for a long time and I found out that to let him fuck I had to participate, get into the best position and let him push in all the way before he stared to fuck in and out. He also introduced me to lubes, and once you are lubed up you just don't want to go back to bare ass fucking.
I guess no one really talked to me about it, other than everyone by then called me Butterfly and I went to school just like everyone else. I am pretty sure that it was not a total secret that the Physics teacher was fucking me towards the end of high school. After high school I asked my counselor if I should go into the Army before going to college and he was no, and hell no, stay out of the Army. The very reason I wanted to go was the very reason why he told me to stay out of he Army. So I went to night school to learn how to do bookkeeping and I graduated a year later and got a job working for the local bank reconciling accounts.
It was during my job at the bank that I found out that if you suck a manager's penis you can get things you want. He also talked me into trying out for a real college and I got in and I worked part time at the bank and went to school almost full time and got my degree in Accounting and I got a full time job in the accounting department at the bank. The bank manager had a thing for having his penis sucked, his penis touched, his penis massaged, and he decided that it was going to okay to fuck. I liked him a lot, I liked the way he fucked, he used lots of lubes and he let me suck him before he fucked me. With him things had to be real quiet because in addition to being the bank manager he was in the Lion's Club, his wife was on the school board and he had two daughters who were cheerleaders and popular kids in school.
It has been a good ride as they say, I started out with a boy under the covers and now I am under cover sucking off men who definitely want to stay under cover. There is just something about having sex with a man who is scared to death that it is going to come out that he is gay. I live alone of course, it makes it easier all the way around, I have a townhouse with an enclosed garage and a lot of bushes so a car can come and go without being seen if the lights are shut off, I have heavy curtains and a great big bed to have all the fun on. I used to keep cigars and premium wines, beers and Whiskeys, but that is not necessary really, it is more about lets get going and get it done, and discretion it is all about discretion. It is a nice living right now, how long I can do this I don't know, but for now I can make more working at home than I ever did working for the bank.
