Am gonna post a true story that is on gay side. I'm straight but last year, I started staying over a friend's house from school. We had two same classes in the senior year. We play video games & sneak vodka from his parent's bar they have in his house. We look at some straight porn before we go to sleep & I do sleep in his bedroom cause he has two small beds in there. I had broke up with my GF & he wasn't dating anyone then either. I know he was dating a girl so I thought he was all the way straight too. We talk about sex stuff but it's straight guy stuff.


I was jerking off when I went to bed after I thought he was asleep. I was really quit cause that bed squeaks if you even turn in it. I used my old sock from day so there wasn't anything on the sheets. Sometimes I heard his bed squeaking too long so I knew he was doing it & I could hear that other sound. This is how it was a few weeks. I stayed on F nights then I started staying sometimes F & S nights. One night stuff was like always but I didn't hear sounds of him jerking off. He was walking around in the room & I heard him going through stuff in the dark. I thought he was looking for lube. Then, he came to my bed & it was so obvious how he sat on the side trying to in a way real slow to not wake me. I wasn't thinking about anything sexual. I was almost scared he maybe went crazy & had a weapon & was going to kill me or something. I know that sounds crazy but you never know with these other kids from school. Some people go crazy. I felt a lot better when I felt him trying to put his finger under the band of my underwear by my leg. I knew what was going on then. He rubbed on the outside. My dick got hard. He kept holding the head part & rubbing it with his finger right over where the cum goes out. It was leaking. I could feel it slippery & he put his hand in my underwear & rubbed the pre stuff over my dick. It felt too good. I was trying not to cum from that. He kept doing that but then he took my underwear off & put his mouth on my dick. I was scared maybe what if I moan? It was about to cum hard like when I used to fuck my GF. That's different than jerking it off. I tried to not make any noise & even tried to not let it cum but I couldn't stop it from cumming. It was coming out so hard I was shaking some. I'd never had anyone put their mouth on it before. My EX would never do that. She said that kind of stuff is too dirty because the stuff getting in the mouth so she just wouldn't do it. After he got done, he put my underwear back up. I heard him in his bed but it was different sounding. His bed squeaked more that time & he moaned so I know he knew I was asleep.


This is how it was each time after that night. I liked it so much I even thought of it some at home when I jerked off. Sometimes he did it more than one time. He'd leave my underwear off, go to his bed & jerk off after then later come back over & do it again. Not a word was said in the morning or anytime. It was like nothing happened. I like how this feels & I know he's probably not straight or he wouldn't do that but I can't say anything. Part of me thinks he knows I'm awake then other part says no he thinks am asleep or he would say something the next day or maybe ask if I want him to do it more. I do want it more. Sometimes I want a third time but I can't say anything or if he knows I like it he's gonna think I'm gay & that I want to do that on his. I don't want to do that. I want it to be like it is him doing that but maybe more than he is. I'm staying at his house this weekend. I know what is gonna happen. He's gonna do that so it is a type of gay thing but I don't know how gay when you let the guy do it. It's a lot gay when you are doing that to the other one but is ok. I just am not gay. I like how it feels so I am confused why it feels so good when it's a guy doing it.