I have a submissive side, I guess. I am a pleaser or so that is what my mother calls me. I have no backbone, I do what I am told, I am a doormat, you name it I have been called that. So what if I like pleasing him. What is wrong with that? I didn't all of a sudden become a pleaser, I was pleasing him when I was nine and he was ten. I kissed his penis. Sure it was just the head of the penis and it was just a tiny little kiss, but I kissed his penis and I have been pleasing him ever since.

I don't know how many virginities you really have, but he went through each and every one of them and he took them. He kissed my nipples when I was eleven. He touched my pussy when I was eleven. He saw my pussy when I was eleven. He poked his penis on my pussy when I was eleven. I showed him my asshole when I was eleven. It was show and tell day. I also put his whole penis in my mouth when I was eleven. To me those were all lost virginities, first times.

I went from being a skinny bald pussy, titles girl to having real tits, pubes and a big ass by the time I was thirteen. There was nothing of my eleven year old self left by the time I turned fourteen. I had tits and I had pubic hair even where I didn't want it. Even my mother let me trim my pubic hair because otherwise I couldn't go out in a bathing suit. At fourteen I was regular cock sucker, by then I gave him blow jobs and hand jobs and I let him fuck my tits. How much of his gunk I washed off my face I will never know but it was a lot. Fucking, like real fucking, was something I just didn't want to do, but he fucked my tits, he fucked up the crack of my ass, he touched and fingered my pussy, he kissed my tits, sucked on my neck and left me branded for all to see, and I held on to his cock when we watched television.

And as my mother will tell you I pleased him, I made him deserts, I served him when he was at my house, I took his lunch to school for him, all he had to do was snap his fingers and I was there. I got a lot of hell from my mother for a while but she eventually told me that it was my life and if I was going to be doormat well then it was my problem.

I was sixteen, fully sixteen and he decided it was time. He had waited long enough, all his friends were getting pussy and he was still being held back. It was time. He had me take a shower while he sat in my room waiting. When I got out of the shower, I was naked except for a towel, he told me to stand and present myself. I stood and dropped the towel for him to see what he had seen a thousand times before. To me that day I was giving him one of my virginities. He had me lay back on the bed while he got undressed. I lay there with my ankles crossed, with my hands covering my tits. Not that he hadn't seen my tits like from a long time ago but it felt strange lying there knowing I was going to get fucked. Once he was naked he told me to lay my hands by my side, uncross my ankles and open my legs. That to me was another virginity.

He didn't really have an erection, his cock was more or less just hard but not all hard, he got over to me and I reached for his cock and it felt good in my hand. I let him bend over and kiss my mouth and kiss my tits while I pulled on his cock, he got between my legs and I pulled myself up a little and he lay down and his cock was hard. He hit up against my crotch and I reached under him and put his cock against the opening of my vagina and he finally got his pussy. Maybe that was the real loss of virginity, but I didn't feel that way. In my mind that was last big thing for him, my pussy. Or his pussy as he saw it.

After he got off and we were there just naked he commented on how totally hairy I was. I used the scissors to trim myself, this time I took off quite a bit. I took the razor to the rest and hurt myself with several nicks. I was learning and a girl at school told me to make sure I used a new razor blade and to use the shaving cream that I used to shave my legs. I used soap, but I went to Walgreens and I bought some shaving cream for my pussy hair. He really, really liked my totally shaved pussy. And I really, really liked his cock. We fucked day and night and no surprise to anyone, I got pregnant at sixteen. That was also a loss of virginity.

I am a pleaser, I have always been a pleaser, I spoil my son, I spoil my boyfriend. He loves it, I shave my pussy for him, I bake him cookies, I buy him clothes, and I fuck whenever he wants. He doesn't fuck my tits that much anymore, only sometimes, he doesn't fuck my butt crack anymore, he fucks my pussy. We go to the mall with my son, we go to the zoo with my son, we got everywhere with my son, he has a car seat in his car for my son, I may only be eighteen but we have been together since the day I first kissed his cock.

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by Anonymous

That was really beautiful. Thanks for sharing

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by Anonymous

Too bad a dude wrote this, lol

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by Anonymous

It's good to know you are submissive and that's your nature. Be who you are. I'm proud of you and not because I want you but because I respect you are living who you are.

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