I am divorced once, widowed once, living on my own in a small apartment in a town of only 22,000. When I was 8 my male cousin and my brother were 9. We made a club and whenever possible got naked and showed each other out bodies. The boys would play sometimes when I didn't want to, but I often stripped before them and let them put their little cocks in my butthole. They couldn't shoot yet so nothing happened. We were afraid of being pregnant and until they were 13 and I was 12 my pussy was off limits except to touch and rub. At 12 my brother spread my legs on my single bed and let my cousin fuck me in my pussy. About a year before he started fucking me in my well used butthole, used by both him and occasionally my brother. He broke my hymen I was bleeding and grabbed one of my kotex after we were done so it wouldn't bleed into my panties and my mom ask about it. He came inside me and I stayed away from them both for a couple of weeks. After I decided that with my boobs growing, I was already a full B cup, they grew to a big D, and my pussy getting hairier, my brother couldn't see me anymore. I found out later that he'd rather be the one getting our cousins cock in his butt rather than put his inside my butt. I let my cousin fuck me with rubbers for 2 years until I got a boyfriend from school. He drove me to a family outing once when I was 17 and I sucked him and got fucked. That was it until last weekend. At a family reunion that was only 2 blocks from my house, we snuck off and I let him fuck me again. It was incredible. This time there were no rubbers, no worries about him cumming a bucket load inside me, and we went back to the reunion with his sperm leaking into my panties.

I felt wonderful. He turned into an incredible fuck and I wish he lived here so I could get fucked everyday by him.