Bi-Sexual Female / 27
So I love my husband.... At least I think I do... He makes it really hard for me to do so. ...im a very outspoken person.. Headstrong, according to my husband... And he hates it. I met him when I was 17, he was 25.. And we hit it off immediately. Except for the fact that we didn't date right away. We were actually best friends at one point. He had a girlfriend, and I went through my course of relationships until I turned 19... That's when we first made out. Sad thing is, he keeps telling me I forced him into a relationship... I didn't. We'd done stuff over and over and after a couple of months, I kept asking him where he thought what we were doing would go to... He finally asked me out. No... I didn't push him to ask me out. So we started dating. One thing led to the other and we'd have sex... Tons and tons of kinky sex. I loved it and so did he. It even went so kinky to the extend where we pretended I was asleep so his friend could fuck me... Sadly, I was so disgustedby that friend, but I did it to please him... But that encounter woke up something in me I never realized I had. A thirst for being a dirty little whore who'll say yes to anything. So that's what I did. I said yes to each and everything... And everyone...
We're married now... We've done stuff with his friends, his cousins, etc... But everytime I bring up someone from my side, it's never good enough... Now, all he does is complain.. Like he's bored of me. Maybe it's more. ..at first, I thought that was getting tired of the sane routine, so I tried doing something new... But he disregarded that.. Said he didn't want to do it.. I'm shocked.. Cause he's been arranging guys so why are girls a no-no?
Then yesterday happened, he got sloshed. . ..fucking grade A sloshed... And then he went on to tell me how much he hates me... And he actually wished me dead. Well his exact words were, "you deserve everything coming to you, health wise... Hope you die of a brain tumor (my dad died of a brain tumor "...
Anyway, duck all or not.... I don't think he loves me anymore. .fuck
We're married now... We've done stuff with his friends, his cousins, etc... But everytime I bring up someone from my side, it's never good enough... Now, all he does is complain.. Like he's bored of me. Maybe it's more. ..at first, I thought that was getting tired of the sane routine, so I tried doing something new... But he disregarded that.. Said he didn't want to do it.. I'm shocked.. Cause he's been arranging guys so why are girls a no-no?
Then yesterday happened, he got sloshed. . ..fucking grade A sloshed... And then he went on to tell me how much he hates me... And he actually wished me dead. Well his exact words were, "you deserve everything coming to you, health wise... Hope you die of a brain tumor (my dad died of a brain tumor "...
Anyway, duck all or not.... I don't think he loves me anymore. .fuck
