I tried it and to be truthful I don't see what all the excitement is about girls. Back when I was younger and I was working a summer job I sucked a man and let him fuck me. That is the memory I relive when I masturbate. I am not living in my home town and I have a self supporting job now and I keep thinking that I should explore getting with a man again. I think about it all the time but I don't know how to make it happen.

I am working in Atlanta and I have looked online to see if I can find the right place to go. But even if I find the right place to go I don't know what to do. I would rather go to a warehouse than some bar. I was working the Christmas break assembling bikes at a bike shop and the guy who I got with worked next door at this used furniture place. What I am saying is that I don't find anything attractive about guys in suits or guys in tank tops, I seem to be attracted to blue collar men. The other day I was at Chipotle and this guy walked in, he worked for the utility or something like that. I sat and watched him.

Where do I start? I know this is confession site, but I have read all the confessions I can get to and it seems that everything always falls together but it never happens to me. In case it matters I am working security for a commercial security company, I am currently assigned downtown.