Straight Female / 20
The summer after my junior year in high school I went on a mission trip to Costa Rica. The truth is that it was boring and we all stayed at this resort hotel for Ecotourism, the rooms were small and we had to share with another boy or girl, but i guess for Ecotourist it was ok. My roommate is a girl from church, I have known her all my life, we are friends in school and out of school. We should have made good roommates but she never quit talking about this boy she had met and how manly he was and I got sick of it.
While we were there I met this guy who was one of the Ecotourist, a man in his thirties who was there with a friend. The long and short of it is that he took me to his room and I lost all my virginities and I was very virgin at the time and he was very manly and he made sure I found out what I was made for. He told me I was made especially for him because he enjoyed a girl like me. I stayed with him that night and the next morning when I went back to my room I had to swear my roommate to silence. She may have a boyfriend that was all manly and stuff but I had been with a man who was all manly and stuff. I told her everything, detail by detail, I couldn't stop talking.
We got back home after out ten day mission trip and everyone went about their summer. Except that I didn't come back filled only with the joy of serving Christ, I was filled with that man's baby. I kept it to myself until I was around six months and I finally confessed it to my friend for life. Her only comment is that she was going straight to her mother and her mother was going to go straight to my mother and I should go straight to my mother before her mother got to my mother. Her mother was the one that told my mother, I couldn't.
This was the case, they said, of a grown man who had nothing but perversion on his mind and he had taken advantage of a girl. It was out of the country, I was seventeen so there was nothing to do about it, even in my state at seventeen you are legal and fuck ready. So I was knocked up and there was nothing anyone could do about it. I had my child, and after six weeks I was back at school and I graduated with everyone else. Everyone else went to college out of town, I am in college in town where we have a small Christian college primarily for teachers and seminary students. I am not the example of the kind of girl they want there but I am there anyway.
I have had a couple of boyfriends, I emphasize boys. I had a simple affair with a man in town, but I could just not get interested. I have a reputation so getting serious dates doesn't work. I met a guy, he was traveling through and I went to the motel with him and I gave him all my virginities again, all of them and he was thankful for that and he knew what to do with them. I was seen leaving the motel with him and the word got around town. I got into an argument with our Pastor and he chided me for being the kind of woman I was. I asked him which virginity he wanted, because if I was that kind of woman he could enjoy himself and why not. I threatened to leave town and move away.
I am seeing a guy now, a man not a boy, he is new in town and we are getting along. He has been around and understands that I need for him to be a man with me. The bread and butter virginities and the other virginity.
While we were there I met this guy who was one of the Ecotourist, a man in his thirties who was there with a friend. The long and short of it is that he took me to his room and I lost all my virginities and I was very virgin at the time and he was very manly and he made sure I found out what I was made for. He told me I was made especially for him because he enjoyed a girl like me. I stayed with him that night and the next morning when I went back to my room I had to swear my roommate to silence. She may have a boyfriend that was all manly and stuff but I had been with a man who was all manly and stuff. I told her everything, detail by detail, I couldn't stop talking.
We got back home after out ten day mission trip and everyone went about their summer. Except that I didn't come back filled only with the joy of serving Christ, I was filled with that man's baby. I kept it to myself until I was around six months and I finally confessed it to my friend for life. Her only comment is that she was going straight to her mother and her mother was going to go straight to my mother and I should go straight to my mother before her mother got to my mother. Her mother was the one that told my mother, I couldn't.
This was the case, they said, of a grown man who had nothing but perversion on his mind and he had taken advantage of a girl. It was out of the country, I was seventeen so there was nothing to do about it, even in my state at seventeen you are legal and fuck ready. So I was knocked up and there was nothing anyone could do about it. I had my child, and after six weeks I was back at school and I graduated with everyone else. Everyone else went to college out of town, I am in college in town where we have a small Christian college primarily for teachers and seminary students. I am not the example of the kind of girl they want there but I am there anyway.
I have had a couple of boyfriends, I emphasize boys. I had a simple affair with a man in town, but I could just not get interested. I have a reputation so getting serious dates doesn't work. I met a guy, he was traveling through and I went to the motel with him and I gave him all my virginities again, all of them and he was thankful for that and he knew what to do with them. I was seen leaving the motel with him and the word got around town. I got into an argument with our Pastor and he chided me for being the kind of woman I was. I asked him which virginity he wanted, because if I was that kind of woman he could enjoy himself and why not. I threatened to leave town and move away.
I am seeing a guy now, a man not a boy, he is new in town and we are getting along. He has been around and understands that I need for him to be a man with me. The bread and butter virginities and the other virginity.
