This is not really about me so much but about a foster mom named Vivian who I lived with for a little over 2 years back in 1986 until April 1988. I was 15 and was placed with her and her husband Paul by DHS and a church group. There were 3 other kids there at the time, 1 girl Anna who was 8 and 2 boys Julio who was 10 and Larry who was 11. Vivian was like a demon and seemed to hate the boys were as with Anna and I seemed to be much more kind. Paul was rarely home during the week and worked long hours but was a nice man. Anna and I shared a bedroom and were afforded privacy and respect by both Vivian and Paul. The boys were treated well by Paul but Vivian continually harassed them and caused them constant humiliation over the time I lived there. When I think back it was like she had no respect for them and intentionally belittled and put them in embarrassing situations in front of me and Anna. When the boys got home from school each day they were always forced to undress and remain in their underwear. Anna and I were allowed to change clothes in our room. The boys were made to undress right in the living room.


I was only there a couple weeks when Vivian would call me into the bathroom or the boys room where I would see them naked. It didn't occur to me right away but I soon realized Vivian did this intentionally to embarrass them. She actually began having me supervise them getting a bath having me tell them to disrobe. She never told me to stay in the bathroom with them but I took it as an opportunity to see these boys naked. It was obvious how humiliating it was for them and at times I saw both of them crying about it. When I left there and got older I felt ashamed about it, but at the time I was just a teenager with the free pass to see boys naked. I think Larry was more embarrassed than Julio at first but as the got a little older they both began to hate me as much as they did Vivian. It wasn't every night but at least a couple times a week Vivian had me direct to boys to get their baths. There was no shower in the house but only a bathtub. I would go up to their room and one at a time take them in for their bath. They would try to cover themselves but once I filled the tub they had to climb in exposing themselves to both me and Vivian and often Anna would be there. As they washed themselves I would just stand there watching them and most of the time they wouldn't even look at me keeping their head down in shame and embarrassment.


Both boys began getting pubic hair after awhile and I think the older they got the more humiliated they became. They often complained to Vivian but she always told them she couldn't trust them to be unsupervised. Until I left there they still had to undress in the living room after school and they seemed to be in their underwear most of the time. Even that became embarrassing to them. When I left Vivian and Paul Larry was 13 and I had just seen him naked two nights before that. There were a few times I saw Larry with an erection but it seldom happened in front of me. There were four times I remember complete humiliation of these boys once with Julio but 3 times with Larry. I actually witnessed Julio getting an enema once but I watched and helped as Vivian gave an enema to Larry three times over those years. Both were in tears as it went on and I'm sure the embarrassment was unbearable for them. Anna never supervised the boys but often saw them naked and I don't know what ever happened to any of them. At the time I shamefully admit I enjoyed seeing those boys naked. The older I get I understand how cruel Vivian was by letting Anna and I see them naked so often, especially me. Vivian caused them so much humiliation just by the way she treated them and her husband had to know what she was like. He was always kind to everybody but let her run the house.