When we were kids the queers would hang out behind the baseball park to hook up and we would go see them make out and have sex. When I was seventeen a man saw me and invited me to suck his cock and said he wanted to fuck me. He fucked me by the culvert of the drainage ditch. It felt so good I went back every time I could. There was this Sheriff's deputy who was all hard ass and he fucked me too.

I know that you are born queer, going to watch was because I liked watching the queers kiss and fuck and blow each other. I didn't turn queer because I went there. When my family found out my sister asked me how I could like having a man fuck me and I told her I liked it and she liked it too so shut up. I left town because it was a small town and the queers were all under cover in those days.