He held me by the shoulders and kissed my mouth. I tried to slap him but he took both my hands and held me by my wrists and told me to stand still so he could kiss me and not to take my face away from him. He kissed me for a long time, several long kisses and he kissed my cheeks and my forehead. He let my wrists go and told me to stand still, he was going to kiss me and touch my pussy. When he put his fingers on my pussy I jumped back. He told me to come over to him and stand still and let him kiss me and touch my pussy. I stood there while he kissed me and touched my pussy with his fingers.

He took me to my Grandma's bed and fucked me.

I was sixteen, Thanksgiving at my Grandma's house, 1967. He was my uncle, married to my mother's sister. That was my first time. I remember it vividly, I can feel his kisses and his hands, I can feel his body on me, I was so scared and it felt so good. It liberated me.