i am a married white male, 53 years of age with two children. I am a deacon in the local church and i volunteer at a local high school. this may come as a surprise to some, but i am a PRISSY, CROSS DRESSING, PANTY WEARING, HIGH HEEL STRUTTING, NUTT SNIFFING, ASS RIMMING, COCK SUCKING, CUM GARGLING, SISSY FAGGOT!! There! i said it. I AM A FLAMING HOMO-SEXUAL. A GAY MAN, A QUEER. dont get me wrong.... i still love my wife, and everything about her. her gorgeous face, her banging body, her voluptious boobies, her succulent pussy and that hot, tight firm ass, BUT..... i also LOVE COCK!! the look of it, the feel of it, the smell and then there is the TASTE. and when that HOT, YUMMY, DELICIOUS SPUNK cums flying out and hits me in my face, on my cheek and chin and then on my lips and tongue.... i MELT!!!
i have kept this secret for quite some time now, but i think i need to get it off my chest. well... i would LOVE for some ON my chest. and my belly and every where else that is. CUM... thats what i am talking about. SHIT!!! i cant even get through a confession without thinking about COCKS and CUM!! it drives me crazy and keeps me up at night. i try to think about females so i can drift off to sleep, but that COCK comes creeping into my thoughts right before i drift off and then i am dreaming of being on my hands and knees, all dolled up in one of my many teeny tiny g-string panties, with my thigh high stockings hooked to my garter belt, one of my very short very revealing skirts and one of my very high heeled pair of shoes with a big ole COCK in my mouth, a BIG DICK in my ASS, my face is already covered in JIZZ and there is a line of guys waiting their turn on that PRISSY, SISSY BOI WHORE!!
i CANT let this get out or it would ruin my chances of becoming a Preacher at the church AND it would destroy my reputation as the boys wrestling and swimming coach. what am i supposed to do?