I am a muslim male from india. I remember when i was young, i used to like being touched or touch others. There were times when the cab drivers used to touch me and ask me to feel them. I used to be scared and mostly run away. Never realised i started liking it. We had some family friends (different nationality since we dont live in India) and i used to try to groupe their youngest daughter (they had 3 daughters and i used to have crush on 1st and lastdaughter) who was 1 year older to me. She used to be scared and hardly allowed me to touch her.

I used to spend time in their toilet going thru their used panties and dress from the laundry and smell their armpits and used to wear them and jerk off. Had stolen some panties too. Later as i passed the age of 18, and not having any girlfriends, i started chatting online and many times used to chat as a girl and used to get a lot of attention. Pretented to be a pious muslim girl who loves inter-religious sex and used to do a lot of sex chats.

Then in 2009 and as i was browsing porn, i ended up in a live cam site and tried the fetish live cam. I became a paid member and started talking to a mistress and came to know a lot of thing in this fetish. Then i felt i liked being a sissy and used to spend money buying and throwing lingeries as i could mot keep at my home (being a muslim and staying in a country where this lifestyle is considered to be a taboo).

Now i am more inclined to have inter-religious sex chats and love showing off my wife and some family members (non nude pics) to non muslims and hear dirty and humiliating comments from them. Sometimes i wish i could live as a sissy for atleast a week without anyone knowing (obiously in a different country).

Thanks for reading. I know its not very erotic but this is the first time i have spoken about my fetiah or fantasy in a platforn like this.