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Gay Confessions
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Bi-Sexual Male / 36
By the age of 17 I had fucked 6 girls and been sucked off by about 5. I was sort of a jock in school on the football team basketball and baseball teams. I have blonde hair and a good build. My cock is 7 inches cut but had a bit of skin that covers my cock when its soft. I was one of the first to sprout pubic hair and my chest was hairy not full but had a covering over my chest and a trail down my stomach. I have green eyes that many say can hypnotize people. I never though I was all that but the girls in school all chased after me.
There was a kid named Dave I had know since kindergarten he was small and got picked on a lot. I always defended him and hated how people treated him. In the summer he and I lived close so we would pale around ride bikes climb trees etc. He had slept over at my house many times and I his. His family had a pool and we would spend hours swimming then walk to the store and get soda's and sit outside and watch the cars go by. he knew every car make and model. Our last summer before graduation some kids started yelling fag at him I chased them off and told him I was sorry. He got real quite I asked if he was OK? He asked if we were good friends? I said hell yes I have known you most of my life. He looked up at me like a little puppy and said what if I told you those guys are right? Right about what I said? he looked frightened and blurted out in one long breath I AM GAY! I laughed and said you are not. he looked crushed and said yes I am. I was floored I had known him all this time he never came off as gay to me. he was smaller and weaker but still I never saw anything gay about him. He looked at me and said now you hate me? he started to run away. I ran to him and grabbed his arm and looked right at him and said how do you know. He stumbled with his words and said I have had a crush on you since Kindergarten. I was floored I said you mean you look up to me? he said yes that but also have other feelings toward you. I did not know what to say we walked for a while not talking. He said I am sorry I told you I said no I am glad you did we are friends I never knew you felt that way.
We talked for a long time and I told him it was Ok and we would always be friends. It was a few weeks later things got strange. Dave came over while I was cutting the lawn in my shorts and no shirt he sat on the porch and watched me. I was being funny and teasing him flexing my arms and shaking my butt at him. He laughed and flipped me off. I had gotten done with my mowing and came to sit next to him on the porch I ruffled his hair and asked how he was doing. He said under his breath god your gorgeous then blushed I said you are such a fag and punched him in the ARM. tHE MORE I KNEW HOW HE FELT ABOUT ME THE MORE I GOT aroused when I was around him I noticed my cock getting hard when he was close to me.
He was over at my house one night and I asked him if he had done anything about the gay thing sexually. He said he had jerked a guy off and told me who I was shocked that guy is so straight. Dave said it don't make you gay if you let another guy do stuff for you. My mind was processing this I loved having my cock sucked and I had this kid who thought I was gorgeous. My horn dog mind was working over time and once again I felt my cock getting hard. Dave looked at my shorts and could see I was hard. He looked away fast I grabbed him and wrestled him to the ground my hard cock against his little ass. I held him down and asked if he liked it. He laughed and said yes. I let him up and we got on our bikes and went to the store. On the way back we took the bike trails and stopped at a clearing to drink our soda's. I was stretched out leaning on a tree when he said can I jerk you off? I looked at him and said sure if you want. He pulled my shorts down and wrapped his thin fingers around my cock it was hard already. His hands felt good on it he worked it until I cam his hand covered in my goo. He smiled and said thanks.
I asked him if he wanted to have a sleep over I was plotting in my mind to get a blow job from him. He said sure I will call my Mom from your house. His Mom said fine and we ate played some video games. I could not wait for bed time. I had a single bed and when Dave stayed over he slept on the cot. This time I did not set up the cot but put extra pillows on my bed. he seemed happy to get into my bed. Mom came up and said good night and sort of looked shocked we were in the bed together. I lied and said the cot was broken. Mom said goodnight closed the door. My thought were on getting my cock sucked. my room was on the far side of the house so no one could hear anything that went on unless standing outside the door. Dave and I talked for a bit I made sure my body was pressed up against his. I felt him shiver I asked if he was cold? He said no. I just came out with so you want to find out if you are really gay? he gulped and said what do you mean? I said well you could suck my cock and see if you like it? he lay there silent his thin body was shaking and then I felt his hand go inside my boxers. he played with my hard cock then pulled the covers back and went down to my crotch. I felt his mouth on my cock god damn it felt good. he sucked on me and played with my balls his hands running all over my body. He was doing much better than any chick had done. I started to pump upwards and put my hand on his head pushing him farther down on my cock he gagged a bit and that seemed to turn me on. I lost it and started to fuck his face. He was gasping for air but I did not give a shit I wanted to cum. he tried to push up off my cock but I held him down with both hands and soon was dumping my spunk in his little mouth I could hear him gagging but I did not care I was loving the nut I was having. it was the best I had ever had. He at last was able to pull away choking and coughing. My mind came back to earth and I said OMg bud I am sorry. He said through his coughing its ok. No dude I mean it I am sorry. He looked right at me and smiled and said it was great just like I thought it would be. I laughed and said well I guess we proved that gay thing. He laughed and said yes we did. he crawled back under the covers and hugged me tight. I fell asleep with him holding on to me like he was going to fall out of bed. the next morning I woke up to him sucking on me again and I fed him my morning cum. after I got up went to bathroom and took a piss.
He sucked me off everyday and many times two or three times. One sleep over he brought some mags he had stolen of guys fucking each other in the butt. He gave me those doe eyes and asked if we could try that. My cock jumped at the thought of planting in his little pucker hole. So we made plans for that night. I got some lube from the folks room and after they went to bed I had Dave on his stomach his little butt lubed up and my hard cock poking at his pucker hole. He bit the pillow as I eased it in and in no time watched the last inch sink into him. I asked if he was ok he moaned yes. I then started to fuck him god I really went at his hole again lost all thought of him just wanted to pound my seed deep in him. His ass felt so fucking good it gripped my cock almost sucking on it as I pumped it in and out. He was moaning so loud I put the pillow over his head and for some reason I said shut the fuck up fag. I pounded at his hole until my toes curled and I felt my cum pumping him full. After I started to pull out but his ass muscles clamped down like a vise. I lay on top of him until my cock went soft then got up. He whimpered and said don't stop. His voice and his begging made my cock hard again so I got back on bed and slid my cock back in I must have fucked him 4 times that night and every time he begged for more. We at last fell asleep. His hand wrapped around my cock as he fell asleep.
I fucked him all summer and he sucked my cock. I had no clue he was in love with me for me it was just getting off. The last time we did it he was on his back and I dumped my fluids in him he looked up at me and said I love you. What I said? he said I love you. I got up and sat on edge of bed and said Dave your my bud but I don't love you. He sat there as if I had punched him in the face. He said but you make love to me all the time. Bud I said I just like busting a nut I thought you knew that. he cried I felt bad I ruffled his hair and said you will always be my bud. he left that day and became very distant. I missed his friendship and god damn I missed his ass but I was not in love with him. I hope he found a guy who did and who ever that is will be one lucky guy.
There was a kid named Dave I had know since kindergarten he was small and got picked on a lot. I always defended him and hated how people treated him. In the summer he and I lived close so we would pale around ride bikes climb trees etc. He had slept over at my house many times and I his. His family had a pool and we would spend hours swimming then walk to the store and get soda's and sit outside and watch the cars go by. he knew every car make and model. Our last summer before graduation some kids started yelling fag at him I chased them off and told him I was sorry. He got real quite I asked if he was OK? He asked if we were good friends? I said hell yes I have known you most of my life. He looked up at me like a little puppy and said what if I told you those guys are right? Right about what I said? he looked frightened and blurted out in one long breath I AM GAY! I laughed and said you are not. he looked crushed and said yes I am. I was floored I had known him all this time he never came off as gay to me. he was smaller and weaker but still I never saw anything gay about him. He looked at me and said now you hate me? he started to run away. I ran to him and grabbed his arm and looked right at him and said how do you know. He stumbled with his words and said I have had a crush on you since Kindergarten. I was floored I said you mean you look up to me? he said yes that but also have other feelings toward you. I did not know what to say we walked for a while not talking. He said I am sorry I told you I said no I am glad you did we are friends I never knew you felt that way.
We talked for a long time and I told him it was Ok and we would always be friends. It was a few weeks later things got strange. Dave came over while I was cutting the lawn in my shorts and no shirt he sat on the porch and watched me. I was being funny and teasing him flexing my arms and shaking my butt at him. He laughed and flipped me off. I had gotten done with my mowing and came to sit next to him on the porch I ruffled his hair and asked how he was doing. He said under his breath god your gorgeous then blushed I said you are such a fag and punched him in the ARM. tHE MORE I KNEW HOW HE FELT ABOUT ME THE MORE I GOT aroused when I was around him I noticed my cock getting hard when he was close to me.
He was over at my house one night and I asked him if he had done anything about the gay thing sexually. He said he had jerked a guy off and told me who I was shocked that guy is so straight. Dave said it don't make you gay if you let another guy do stuff for you. My mind was processing this I loved having my cock sucked and I had this kid who thought I was gorgeous. My horn dog mind was working over time and once again I felt my cock getting hard. Dave looked at my shorts and could see I was hard. He looked away fast I grabbed him and wrestled him to the ground my hard cock against his little ass. I held him down and asked if he liked it. He laughed and said yes. I let him up and we got on our bikes and went to the store. On the way back we took the bike trails and stopped at a clearing to drink our soda's. I was stretched out leaning on a tree when he said can I jerk you off? I looked at him and said sure if you want. He pulled my shorts down and wrapped his thin fingers around my cock it was hard already. His hands felt good on it he worked it until I cam his hand covered in my goo. He smiled and said thanks.
I asked him if he wanted to have a sleep over I was plotting in my mind to get a blow job from him. He said sure I will call my Mom from your house. His Mom said fine and we ate played some video games. I could not wait for bed time. I had a single bed and when Dave stayed over he slept on the cot. This time I did not set up the cot but put extra pillows on my bed. he seemed happy to get into my bed. Mom came up and said good night and sort of looked shocked we were in the bed together. I lied and said the cot was broken. Mom said goodnight closed the door. My thought were on getting my cock sucked. my room was on the far side of the house so no one could hear anything that went on unless standing outside the door. Dave and I talked for a bit I made sure my body was pressed up against his. I felt him shiver I asked if he was cold? He said no. I just came out with so you want to find out if you are really gay? he gulped and said what do you mean? I said well you could suck my cock and see if you like it? he lay there silent his thin body was shaking and then I felt his hand go inside my boxers. he played with my hard cock then pulled the covers back and went down to my crotch. I felt his mouth on my cock god damn it felt good. he sucked on me and played with my balls his hands running all over my body. He was doing much better than any chick had done. I started to pump upwards and put my hand on his head pushing him farther down on my cock he gagged a bit and that seemed to turn me on. I lost it and started to fuck his face. He was gasping for air but I did not give a shit I wanted to cum. he tried to push up off my cock but I held him down with both hands and soon was dumping my spunk in his little mouth I could hear him gagging but I did not care I was loving the nut I was having. it was the best I had ever had. He at last was able to pull away choking and coughing. My mind came back to earth and I said OMg bud I am sorry. He said through his coughing its ok. No dude I mean it I am sorry. He looked right at me and smiled and said it was great just like I thought it would be. I laughed and said well I guess we proved that gay thing. He laughed and said yes we did. he crawled back under the covers and hugged me tight. I fell asleep with him holding on to me like he was going to fall out of bed. the next morning I woke up to him sucking on me again and I fed him my morning cum. after I got up went to bathroom and took a piss.
He sucked me off everyday and many times two or three times. One sleep over he brought some mags he had stolen of guys fucking each other in the butt. He gave me those doe eyes and asked if we could try that. My cock jumped at the thought of planting in his little pucker hole. So we made plans for that night. I got some lube from the folks room and after they went to bed I had Dave on his stomach his little butt lubed up and my hard cock poking at his pucker hole. He bit the pillow as I eased it in and in no time watched the last inch sink into him. I asked if he was ok he moaned yes. I then started to fuck him god I really went at his hole again lost all thought of him just wanted to pound my seed deep in him. His ass felt so fucking good it gripped my cock almost sucking on it as I pumped it in and out. He was moaning so loud I put the pillow over his head and for some reason I said shut the fuck up fag. I pounded at his hole until my toes curled and I felt my cum pumping him full. After I started to pull out but his ass muscles clamped down like a vise. I lay on top of him until my cock went soft then got up. He whimpered and said don't stop. His voice and his begging made my cock hard again so I got back on bed and slid my cock back in I must have fucked him 4 times that night and every time he begged for more. We at last fell asleep. His hand wrapped around my cock as he fell asleep.
I fucked him all summer and he sucked my cock. I had no clue he was in love with me for me it was just getting off. The last time we did it he was on his back and I dumped my fluids in him he looked up at me and said I love you. What I said? he said I love you. I got up and sat on edge of bed and said Dave your my bud but I don't love you. He sat there as if I had punched him in the face. He said but you make love to me all the time. Bud I said I just like busting a nut I thought you knew that. he cried I felt bad I ruffled his hair and said you will always be my bud. he left that day and became very distant. I missed his friendship and god damn I missed his ass but I was not in love with him. I hope he found a guy who did and who ever that is will be one lucky guy.


