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Gay Confessions
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Gay Male / 45
Reading other posts I guess I was a late bloomer when it came to sex. I was raised in a ultra religious home we did not have a TV or computers in our house. I first saw TV at a friends house it was some made for TV movie can not remember the name. My friend was the first friend my parents had let me hang out with most of my growing up years was spent with family or my siblings as we were home schooled. Once I was 18 and moved out on my own the world was strange place to me I felt very out of place. I got my self a job working at a Lumber Yard the guys who worked there would play what they called grab ass sneaking up behind each other and acting as if they were humping the other guy. They seemed to think it was so funny. I had not dated a lot in the past only went to one function with a girl from our church and our parents were with us. I had learned about being hard and pleasuring my self not with my hand I humped my self on my pillow until I would get that feeling. I was told it was a sin but I could not help it it felt so good. I was really like a lamb put out for the slaughter in a world I knew almost nothing about.
I had noticed feeling for other guys in the youth group growing up and once at Bible camp while in showers got to see them all nude. I like the look of their bodies and felt tingly inside seeing them. Once on my own I made an effort to see as many men nude as I could. I bought a Play Girl mag and would masturbate to it. I had learned to use my hand from seeing it done in a mag I bought. I was 19 and left my job at lumber yard and got a job at a Gym mostly so I could see men nude. I worked cleaning up and folding towels etc. It gave me a chance to look at men walking around nude.
One day I was out at the store and a man walked up and asked me if I worked at the Gym? I said yes and he smiled and put his hand out to shake my hand and said his name was Jake I told him my name and as he walked away said see ya at the Gym. I remembered him and had seen him nude many times. I still had no clue why I wanted to see men nude but I was loving my job. After meeting in the store Jake would always hang around the showers nude and put on a good show for me. I noticed I started to get hard when ever he was around. One night near closing Jake was still there getting dressed. I finished up my work and walked Jake to the door to close up and lock the doors. I was the last one out and as I started to walk home Jake pulled up and honked his horn yelling out to me do you need a ride? I walked over and leaned into his car and said were I lived. he said it was on his way hop in. For some reason I felt drawn to him he made me feel tingly inside. As we drove he asked a lot of questions and many very personal. I let him know I had never had sex that seemed to make him smile. He asked in disbelief you never? I said never I was not sure why I had told him that I felt comfortable talking with him. he said well we may have to do something about that. I told him I was waiting to get married. HED id not push the issue.
We started to hang around each other more and more and at work I got to see him nude in the shower. He had a nice body and his penis hung low and his balls also. It would swing a bit when he walked my eyes locked on it often and I am sure he noticed. About 3 months after we started hanging around with each other he invited me to go camping with him said we could go fishing and just have a nice time in the woods.
So we got all packed in his car and headed for the woods. We sat up camp and went to rent a boat. While on the lake I noticed his penis hanging out the side of his shorts I so wanted to touch it not sure why but I did. We fished for a bit and he lay back sighed and as he did his dick shifted and fell farther out of his shorts. I was glued to it with my eyes. He lay there for a bit me looking and then he popped up and looked right at me. Getting a good show he asked? I blushed turned beat red. He said it was fine if I wanted to look. With that he stripped all his clothing off. I loved looking at him. He jumped into the lake and begged me to follow. I stripped at he watched and jumped in. We swam and he would come up to me and rub against me in the water. Then I felt his hand on my cock I was hard as a rock. He said I knew you liked looking but maybe you would like to touch. I did but was afraid to admit it to him. he laughed and splashed me. We got back in the boat it was late and the moon was glowing off the lake.
We got back to camp still nude and sat around a fire it was warm out so it felt good to be nude in the open. We talked and he said time to hit the sack if we want to get up and fish early bird gets the worm he seemed to find that funny. We crawled into the tent and he had zipped our sleeping bags together. we got in it was snuggly our nude bodies were so close and touching it made my cock spring to life. I started to doze off when I felt his hand on my chest it startled me then his lips were on mine he was kissing me. I liked it his kiss felt so soft. He moved close to me and I could feel his hard cock on my leg it felt big and heavy. He humped it on my leg my own dick got hard and soon his hand was wrapped around it. I started to shake from fear and excitement. he whispered in my ear to stay calm he would not do anything I did not want to. He rose up and lay on top of me his kissing became rougher and I found myself kissing him back. Our dicks were grinding against each other I found myself grinding my hips to feel him closer. He kissed down my chest and soon was face to dick with my swollen dick. I could feel his hot breath on it and soon his wet mouth as he took my full length into his mouth. his hand cupped my balls his hands were warm and made me twitch and pump my hips toward his wet mouth. he made moaning noises as his mouth went up and down on my dick. He came back up and kissed me placed his hand on the top of my and pushed me down to his dick. I could smell his sweat and a strong musky odor that I liked I was not sure what to do so I licked it. It tasted a bit salty I opened my mouth and took the head in. I heard him moan and say yes that's it. His words made me take more of his cock in my mouth he was thick and it pulsed and sort of jumped in my mouth. I tasted something sweet later I would learn it was pre cum I liked it so much I started to suck at him to get more. He leaked a lot so I was able to taste him the whole time he was in my mouth. He pulled me away saying he wanted to take our time. He lay on top of me again and ground his dick against mine again. I put my hands on his back and explored his body. I felt his strong ass my fingers digging into his flesh as he kissed me hard.
I was so lost in what he was doing I felt so alive my whole body was electrified I had never felt like this before. His strong body pushing down on me felt so good so right I did not want it to ever stop. His leaking had lubed our cocks and they slipped around on each other. He started kissing down my body again but went right to my balls he put his hands under my legs and pushed them up in the air and then he did something that almost made me cum. He started to lick by butt hole it sent shocks through my body I started to shake again the pleasure he was giving me made my head spin. He lick me there for some time then reached for a tube and I felt something cold and slippery on my butt hole. He got on his knees bent to me and kissed me and said I want to try something if you don't like it tell me to stop. I WAS LOST IN HIS voice my body was like jelly. I felt his dick against my butt hole and for some reason I wanted him inside me. He pushed it slow and the head went in I winced he asked if I was ok? I said yes I wanted it to happen I wanted him in me why did I want that? he slid a bit farther it felt like my ass was being torn. I sort of screamed out muffled by his kisses. he whispered in my ear it will hurt at first but it will feel so good once its in. I bit my lip and let him keep going I wanted to feel the feeling he said. Every thing so far had felt so good. He pushed a few more times and I heard a popping sound as my ass hole clamped his dick and air forced out. I laughed and said I think I farted he laughed and said no just air baby. I like him calling me baby.
Soon he was all in I felt full and some pressure but it felt good. He said for me to relax and he put a small brown bottle under my nose and said breath in. I did as he said I think by this time I would have done anything he asked. My head spun and my blood rushed and he started to pump in and out it hurt I wont lie but the stuff in the brown bottle made it bearable. As he pumped slow it started to feel less painful he gave me another breath of the brown bottle. Then he started to speed up I moaned in pleasure and in pain. Before I knew it I was grasping at him pulling him to me I wanted him deep in me. He started to talk dirty calling me names and driving deeper into my ass. I could hear my self calling out oh god oh god. My dick was being smashed against his hairy tummy my whole body was on fire. The longer he worked in and out the better it felt he was hitting a spot on my inside and each time he did my body would shake. he was really pounding me and I was humping my hips to meet his thrusts. He growled and said here it comes baby you want it. I really did not know what he meant but I yelled yes I want it. He sped up his thrusts and I felt something warm inside me and my own dick leaped under him and I started to cum all over us soaking his tummy and mine. He made some groaning noises and said fuck fuck fuck god damn your ass is so tight. He fell on me sweaty my cum squishing between us running down my side.he kissed me and lay there still in me.
He looked at me and asked if I was Ok I smiled and said yes. He lay on me until his cock came out of me with a popping noise. I felt empty I missed the feeling of him in me. He snuggled against me and kissed my neck I lay there in disbelief of what I had just done. We fell asleep holding each other. I awoke the next morning with dried cum all over my tummy. As I opened my eyes he was looking down on me smiling a sparkle in his eyes. How are you baby he asked? I yawned and said Im great. He rolled over and lay on me with begging in his eyes and asked if we could do it again. I said yes so he lubed me up and with less effort planted his dick in me.
We have been together for many years he is the only person male of female I have ever been with I love him and love having him inside me and he still calls me baby.
I had noticed feeling for other guys in the youth group growing up and once at Bible camp while in showers got to see them all nude. I like the look of their bodies and felt tingly inside seeing them. Once on my own I made an effort to see as many men nude as I could. I bought a Play Girl mag and would masturbate to it. I had learned to use my hand from seeing it done in a mag I bought. I was 19 and left my job at lumber yard and got a job at a Gym mostly so I could see men nude. I worked cleaning up and folding towels etc. It gave me a chance to look at men walking around nude.
One day I was out at the store and a man walked up and asked me if I worked at the Gym? I said yes and he smiled and put his hand out to shake my hand and said his name was Jake I told him my name and as he walked away said see ya at the Gym. I remembered him and had seen him nude many times. I still had no clue why I wanted to see men nude but I was loving my job. After meeting in the store Jake would always hang around the showers nude and put on a good show for me. I noticed I started to get hard when ever he was around. One night near closing Jake was still there getting dressed. I finished up my work and walked Jake to the door to close up and lock the doors. I was the last one out and as I started to walk home Jake pulled up and honked his horn yelling out to me do you need a ride? I walked over and leaned into his car and said were I lived. he said it was on his way hop in. For some reason I felt drawn to him he made me feel tingly inside. As we drove he asked a lot of questions and many very personal. I let him know I had never had sex that seemed to make him smile. He asked in disbelief you never? I said never I was not sure why I had told him that I felt comfortable talking with him. he said well we may have to do something about that. I told him I was waiting to get married. HED id not push the issue.
We started to hang around each other more and more and at work I got to see him nude in the shower. He had a nice body and his penis hung low and his balls also. It would swing a bit when he walked my eyes locked on it often and I am sure he noticed. About 3 months after we started hanging around with each other he invited me to go camping with him said we could go fishing and just have a nice time in the woods.
So we got all packed in his car and headed for the woods. We sat up camp and went to rent a boat. While on the lake I noticed his penis hanging out the side of his shorts I so wanted to touch it not sure why but I did. We fished for a bit and he lay back sighed and as he did his dick shifted and fell farther out of his shorts. I was glued to it with my eyes. He lay there for a bit me looking and then he popped up and looked right at me. Getting a good show he asked? I blushed turned beat red. He said it was fine if I wanted to look. With that he stripped all his clothing off. I loved looking at him. He jumped into the lake and begged me to follow. I stripped at he watched and jumped in. We swam and he would come up to me and rub against me in the water. Then I felt his hand on my cock I was hard as a rock. He said I knew you liked looking but maybe you would like to touch. I did but was afraid to admit it to him. he laughed and splashed me. We got back in the boat it was late and the moon was glowing off the lake.
We got back to camp still nude and sat around a fire it was warm out so it felt good to be nude in the open. We talked and he said time to hit the sack if we want to get up and fish early bird gets the worm he seemed to find that funny. We crawled into the tent and he had zipped our sleeping bags together. we got in it was snuggly our nude bodies were so close and touching it made my cock spring to life. I started to doze off when I felt his hand on my chest it startled me then his lips were on mine he was kissing me. I liked it his kiss felt so soft. He moved close to me and I could feel his hard cock on my leg it felt big and heavy. He humped it on my leg my own dick got hard and soon his hand was wrapped around it. I started to shake from fear and excitement. he whispered in my ear to stay calm he would not do anything I did not want to. He rose up and lay on top of me his kissing became rougher and I found myself kissing him back. Our dicks were grinding against each other I found myself grinding my hips to feel him closer. He kissed down my chest and soon was face to dick with my swollen dick. I could feel his hot breath on it and soon his wet mouth as he took my full length into his mouth. his hand cupped my balls his hands were warm and made me twitch and pump my hips toward his wet mouth. he made moaning noises as his mouth went up and down on my dick. He came back up and kissed me placed his hand on the top of my and pushed me down to his dick. I could smell his sweat and a strong musky odor that I liked I was not sure what to do so I licked it. It tasted a bit salty I opened my mouth and took the head in. I heard him moan and say yes that's it. His words made me take more of his cock in my mouth he was thick and it pulsed and sort of jumped in my mouth. I tasted something sweet later I would learn it was pre cum I liked it so much I started to suck at him to get more. He leaked a lot so I was able to taste him the whole time he was in my mouth. He pulled me away saying he wanted to take our time. He lay on top of me again and ground his dick against mine again. I put my hands on his back and explored his body. I felt his strong ass my fingers digging into his flesh as he kissed me hard.
I was so lost in what he was doing I felt so alive my whole body was electrified I had never felt like this before. His strong body pushing down on me felt so good so right I did not want it to ever stop. His leaking had lubed our cocks and they slipped around on each other. He started kissing down my body again but went right to my balls he put his hands under my legs and pushed them up in the air and then he did something that almost made me cum. He started to lick by butt hole it sent shocks through my body I started to shake again the pleasure he was giving me made my head spin. He lick me there for some time then reached for a tube and I felt something cold and slippery on my butt hole. He got on his knees bent to me and kissed me and said I want to try something if you don't like it tell me to stop. I WAS LOST IN HIS voice my body was like jelly. I felt his dick against my butt hole and for some reason I wanted him inside me. He pushed it slow and the head went in I winced he asked if I was ok? I said yes I wanted it to happen I wanted him in me why did I want that? he slid a bit farther it felt like my ass was being torn. I sort of screamed out muffled by his kisses. he whispered in my ear it will hurt at first but it will feel so good once its in. I bit my lip and let him keep going I wanted to feel the feeling he said. Every thing so far had felt so good. He pushed a few more times and I heard a popping sound as my ass hole clamped his dick and air forced out. I laughed and said I think I farted he laughed and said no just air baby. I like him calling me baby.
Soon he was all in I felt full and some pressure but it felt good. He said for me to relax and he put a small brown bottle under my nose and said breath in. I did as he said I think by this time I would have done anything he asked. My head spun and my blood rushed and he started to pump in and out it hurt I wont lie but the stuff in the brown bottle made it bearable. As he pumped slow it started to feel less painful he gave me another breath of the brown bottle. Then he started to speed up I moaned in pleasure and in pain. Before I knew it I was grasping at him pulling him to me I wanted him deep in me. He started to talk dirty calling me names and driving deeper into my ass. I could hear my self calling out oh god oh god. My dick was being smashed against his hairy tummy my whole body was on fire. The longer he worked in and out the better it felt he was hitting a spot on my inside and each time he did my body would shake. he was really pounding me and I was humping my hips to meet his thrusts. He growled and said here it comes baby you want it. I really did not know what he meant but I yelled yes I want it. He sped up his thrusts and I felt something warm inside me and my own dick leaped under him and I started to cum all over us soaking his tummy and mine. He made some groaning noises and said fuck fuck fuck god damn your ass is so tight. He fell on me sweaty my cum squishing between us running down my side.he kissed me and lay there still in me.
He looked at me and asked if I was Ok I smiled and said yes. He lay on me until his cock came out of me with a popping noise. I felt empty I missed the feeling of him in me. He snuggled against me and kissed my neck I lay there in disbelief of what I had just done. We fell asleep holding each other. I awoke the next morning with dried cum all over my tummy. As I opened my eyes he was looking down on me smiling a sparkle in his eyes. How are you baby he asked? I yawned and said Im great. He rolled over and lay on me with begging in his eyes and asked if we could do it again. I said yes so he lubed me up and with less effort planted his dick in me.
We have been together for many years he is the only person male of female I have ever been with I love him and love having him inside me and he still calls me baby.


