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Gay Confessions
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Gay Male / 23
I have an obsession with big cocks. I've pretty much known I was gay as soon as I could get horny. I first realized my love for big dicks in my first gay experience.
I was about 17. I had a best friend at the time I hungout with everyday and had so for the past year or two.
We would watch porn a lot and had jerked off in the same room but with blankets covering us. I'd always be looking at the men in the porn but pretend I was into the girls.
Any way the night we first fooled around I was staying the night at his house. It was late and we were laying in bed. He had a bunk bed, he was in top bunk, I was on the bottom. We were talking and I finally got the nerve to tell him I had a bisexual curiosity. This of course was I lie, I knew I was full on gay.
To my surprise he admitted to have had a guy suck his dick once. The guy he named was a not very attractive fat kid so I felt a little better about my odds with him. I asked if he wanted to fool around, he agreed and my heart felt like it was going to explode. I was literally shaking.
He climbed down to the bottom bunk. He slept in his boxers but I was still in my clothes. He told me to take my pants off and whoever was smaller had to suck the other first. I agreed and slid my pants and boxers off. My fully hard cock flopped out. It being only 5.5 inches. He actually laughed and pulled down his boxers, his cock wasn't even fully hard and was already bigger.
I gasped out loud and he laughed again. I had never seen a cock that size in front of me. He said "I guess we know who's the girl." I was surprised how rude he was being but my cock twitched when he said this.
I did as agreed and started sucking him. His cock grew in my mouth. It was thick and veiny. My tongue explored every inch. It tasting better than I dreamed. After a while he began forcing it farther down. I could barely fit it and gagged when it was only about half way but that didn't stop him from trying. After that he came pretty quick. I savored every drop.
He sucked me after liked agreed. He could fit my whole cock no problem as I am fairly small. I came in about 10 seconds. He laughed at me for that too which turned me on more.
He told me to get on my knees on the bed and arch my ass up. I knew where this was going and was scared but still did as he said. To my relief he stated with a finger, adding more fingers slowly.
Even still when he put his dick in my I screamed in pain. He pushed my head into the pillow to muffle it. It was one of the worst pains I ever felt but I was still rock hard.
He offered me words off comfort as he slowly slid in and out. I loved the mix of his soft comforting tone but him still ramming his big dick in me without stopping. After a while my screams of pain turned into moans of ecstasy. I had my first anal orgasm and came the biggest load I had ever done on his sheet. He came in my ass shortly after and kissed me on the back of my neck.
Then without a word he put his boxers on and went back up and fell asleep. We did this again several times. I tried topping another guy not long later but found to much prefer dominant tops. To this day I love to find guys with bigger dicks to shame my small size and fuck me hard. I haven't talked to my friend in a while but I hope to get back in touch and fuck again.
I was about 17. I had a best friend at the time I hungout with everyday and had so for the past year or two.
We would watch porn a lot and had jerked off in the same room but with blankets covering us. I'd always be looking at the men in the porn but pretend I was into the girls.
Any way the night we first fooled around I was staying the night at his house. It was late and we were laying in bed. He had a bunk bed, he was in top bunk, I was on the bottom. We were talking and I finally got the nerve to tell him I had a bisexual curiosity. This of course was I lie, I knew I was full on gay.
To my surprise he admitted to have had a guy suck his dick once. The guy he named was a not very attractive fat kid so I felt a little better about my odds with him. I asked if he wanted to fool around, he agreed and my heart felt like it was going to explode. I was literally shaking.
He climbed down to the bottom bunk. He slept in his boxers but I was still in my clothes. He told me to take my pants off and whoever was smaller had to suck the other first. I agreed and slid my pants and boxers off. My fully hard cock flopped out. It being only 5.5 inches. He actually laughed and pulled down his boxers, his cock wasn't even fully hard and was already bigger.
I gasped out loud and he laughed again. I had never seen a cock that size in front of me. He said "I guess we know who's the girl." I was surprised how rude he was being but my cock twitched when he said this.
I did as agreed and started sucking him. His cock grew in my mouth. It was thick and veiny. My tongue explored every inch. It tasting better than I dreamed. After a while he began forcing it farther down. I could barely fit it and gagged when it was only about half way but that didn't stop him from trying. After that he came pretty quick. I savored every drop.
He sucked me after liked agreed. He could fit my whole cock no problem as I am fairly small. I came in about 10 seconds. He laughed at me for that too which turned me on more.
He told me to get on my knees on the bed and arch my ass up. I knew where this was going and was scared but still did as he said. To my relief he stated with a finger, adding more fingers slowly.
Even still when he put his dick in my I screamed in pain. He pushed my head into the pillow to muffle it. It was one of the worst pains I ever felt but I was still rock hard.
He offered me words off comfort as he slowly slid in and out. I loved the mix of his soft comforting tone but him still ramming his big dick in me without stopping. After a while my screams of pain turned into moans of ecstasy. I had my first anal orgasm and came the biggest load I had ever done on his sheet. He came in my ass shortly after and kissed me on the back of my neck.
Then without a word he put his boxers on and went back up and fell asleep. We did this again several times. I tried topping another guy not long later but found to much prefer dominant tops. To this day I love to find guys with bigger dicks to shame my small size and fuck me hard. I haven't talked to my friend in a while but I hope to get back in touch and fuck again.
