Straight Male / 23
I never really considered myself to be a cheater, never cheated or never one who wanted to even live that lifestyle.
It was late into one of my relationships with a girl who I had spent a long long time with.
She was innocent, I was her second boyfriend as she was a little over weight but very pretty with beautiful italian feature. I knew her family well and they knew me and we had spent a lot of time together over holidays, birthdays, and other things that bring people close.
Anyways, it was late into the relationship and I was depressed and in a slump.
Id look at other people and see how much fun they were having or what they were doing and wished I could do that.
Id look at other girls who were skinnier and sexy and wished that I could have that, you know... get that tight, good looking " puddy " that Ive been watching on the internet.
I was drinking without her knowing while she was at work, sometimes shed come home and tell that I was drunk, so many fights that turned so bad.... just because of this. We were so very close and she put up with it, tried to help me because she loved me so much, and I did love her, I did and still do but the alcohol can make your mind think differently and cloud the real picture up.
I had noticed this girl one day on the upper balcony sitting there drinking a bottle of wine " first sign she was no good ". She had seen the two of us together before and always seemed sad. This day She was wearing tight, low fitting shorts that pretty much left noting to the imaginatione, she was very very good looking with blonde hair, hazel eyes, an average, short in height, slim build with a decent set of breasts. It was like she had this vibe that she was baiting me to her or signaling to me to come say hi.
That night, my GF fell asleep next to me and I went outside and there she was, standing on her balcony so I said something to her and we began talking. I would visit her whenever my GF was gone. there was a sexual tension between the two of us no doubt.
Well, one night when she had fallen asleep I snuck upstairs.
One thing led to another and we had sex, unprotected as well.
I had gotten up from her bed feeling guilty, then... cold shivers and pain shot through my body as I heard my GF crying hysterically outside the window. I looked out there when I shouldnt have and seen her crying so hard, I felt her pain.... It killed me instantly.....
She came knocking on everyones doors screaming my name.
My heart shattered into a million pieces....
She finally went back to our apartment, and when I got there she was gone.
The next day we talked and tried to make it work but it didnt.
I was shattered.... do not cheat...... its not worth the pain you cause to someone...
It was late into one of my relationships with a girl who I had spent a long long time with.
She was innocent, I was her second boyfriend as she was a little over weight but very pretty with beautiful italian feature. I knew her family well and they knew me and we had spent a lot of time together over holidays, birthdays, and other things that bring people close.
Anyways, it was late into the relationship and I was depressed and in a slump.
Id look at other people and see how much fun they were having or what they were doing and wished I could do that.
Id look at other girls who were skinnier and sexy and wished that I could have that, you know... get that tight, good looking " puddy " that Ive been watching on the internet.
I was drinking without her knowing while she was at work, sometimes shed come home and tell that I was drunk, so many fights that turned so bad.... just because of this. We were so very close and she put up with it, tried to help me because she loved me so much, and I did love her, I did and still do but the alcohol can make your mind think differently and cloud the real picture up.
I had noticed this girl one day on the upper balcony sitting there drinking a bottle of wine " first sign she was no good ". She had seen the two of us together before and always seemed sad. This day She was wearing tight, low fitting shorts that pretty much left noting to the imaginatione, she was very very good looking with blonde hair, hazel eyes, an average, short in height, slim build with a decent set of breasts. It was like she had this vibe that she was baiting me to her or signaling to me to come say hi.
That night, my GF fell asleep next to me and I went outside and there she was, standing on her balcony so I said something to her and we began talking. I would visit her whenever my GF was gone. there was a sexual tension between the two of us no doubt.
Well, one night when she had fallen asleep I snuck upstairs.
One thing led to another and we had sex, unprotected as well.
I had gotten up from her bed feeling guilty, then... cold shivers and pain shot through my body as I heard my GF crying hysterically outside the window. I looked out there when I shouldnt have and seen her crying so hard, I felt her pain.... It killed me instantly.....
She came knocking on everyones doors screaming my name.
My heart shattered into a million pieces....
She finally went back to our apartment, and when I got there she was gone.
The next day we talked and tried to make it work but it didnt.
I was shattered.... do not cheat...... its not worth the pain you cause to someone...
