For the past three years I have been secretly aroused when I see men naked. I had never acted on this.
Yesterday on some weird impulse, I posted on casual encounters on craigslist to have an exhibitionist encounter with another man.
I actually did it but I did not like it. I am sorry for saying this. I had the guys penis in my mouth and I did not like it.
I don't think this was a realy fantasy of mine.
I do not hate gay guys but I now know that I am not one of them.