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Does anyone have any stories about their first time giving another guy a blowjob? What was it like? Details please.
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by Anonymous
I remember mine. I was 13 and my cousin was 16. Outside of wet dreams, I had never even seen cum, much less had a load in my mouth.
Yes, I was molested and even more happened. And I think it made me into some sort of bisexual sex addict, which has been more of a curse than a blessing.
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by Anonymous
Thanks for the response. Interesting comments, I can relate, I was molested by an uncle when I was about 14. I also think of myself as a bisexual sex or porn addict. Any follow up comments on your experience would be appreciated.
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by Anonymous
I've found myself having difficulty being faithful. No matter how awesome the woman, I ended up cheating on her, both with other women and men. And while I've been overly demanding about the womens' looks, for men, not so much. And it's almost been oral with guys. There's some trigger about having their cocks in my mouth and thus them controlling me.
I only wish I was openly bi to my wife, but she would have nothing to do with it, so it is on the DL for me.
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by Anonymous
I think I can understand and relate in a sense to you not being faithful to your wife, and desiring oral sex with guys. I`m not married but have had my chances to marry fine elible women. I have trouble with relationships and commitment and keeping my interest in the same woman. Like you I always have that desire to have oral sex with guys. When masturbating while watching porn, I always fantasize about myself sucking the guys cock. I wish I didn`t have these emotions, I would like to have a normal long term relationship with a woman but I`m not sure that`s possible.
I don`t think anybody I know even thinks of me having these desires, I`m a pretty straight guy and I do like women a lot. The desire to suck cock is strong and controlling.
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by Anonymous
yeah i have the same desires I had a homosexual experience when I was 10 with my friend because at that age you are vulnerable and curious about sex. My friend asked if I wanted to fool around and I agreed and today I dont blame myself or him I chalk it up to boyhood curiosity and today I watch porn and often find myself wanting to suck the dicks sometimes and I have had sex with a friend who is male a few months ago but it sounds exciting when you are thinking about having sex with another guy but when you actually do it you get nervous and feel guilty but the excitement of the act is strong when your just thinking about doing it, so I think its just a part of the brain that has accepted it as normal and ok but intuition tells you its not normal if your not gay that is, and you kinda feel like your in a tug of war in a closet..LOL so you really have to look within yourself and decide who you really are and what you really want and if you feel you want both men and women do what you and only you feel is right for you and have safe sex and love yourself because its your life to do with whatever you see fit, the porn is really a distortion of sexual choice and normalities its made only for profit, sexual aid, voyerism. so dont let it cloud your mind.
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by Anonymous
I too had a friend that was a hookup. However, it started in high school with us (10th grade). We were working out at his place (home gym) and then we hopped in the hot tube, nude of course. I felt his foot touch my cock, which was already semi-hard due to the hot water. I moved my foot to touch his completely hard cock. He got up and sat on the edge of the hot tube and I sucked him off. This went on for years and years WITHOUT US EVER TALKING ABOUT IT. Any time we were together, the night would generally end with us having some sort of sex. Eventually, when I was in my first marriage, she caught up fooling around. Hard to explain the situation and needless to say, the marriage ended soon after.
That's the last time he and I ever did anything together.
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by Anonymous
Thanks for the response. Good thoughts on sexual desire and sexuality. When I look at porn and imagine myself sucking the guys cock, it turns me on and sounds exciting. When I look at another guy, in reality I can`t imagine myself actually doing it. If I did I`m sure I would have all of the thoughts you mentioned such as guilt, shame and everything else. I don`t think I`m gay but have some bi-sexual tendensies. I think you`re right that porn clouds your head with fantasy and unrealistic scenes. I was taken advantage of when I was 14 years old. I think it messed up my head and changed the way I thought about relationships and sex. I was too young to know what was going on at the time. I`m OK but I wish it had never happened. Any more thoughts on this topic would be appreciated.
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by Anonymous
i have found myself sucking on my wifes vibrator while i jerk off. when i cum, i do it on the vibrator then stick it in my mouth like it would be the other guy.
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by Anonymous
I`ve done the same thing with a silicone penis. I would suck on it then cum on the penis and suck on it again. I sounds weird but I guess it`s better than getting AIDS!
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by Anonymous
Wow, Didn't any of you have a fun time. Mine was about 14 with another guy the same age. We were sleeping out in the tent and went to the neighbor's house to skinny dip in the pool. We were joking that we better be quiet so we don't get caught naked. And he ask, if I would be quiet even if someone grabbed me. I said, I would have to be. And he did. So I reached down and did the same. Then he went under the water and ...... I remember thinking, humm, no guilt. We ended up sleeping in the tent several times that summer. I still think about it.
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by Anonymous
Well i have never sucked a real cock but my wife has a strapon and she has me deep thaort it and get it real wet rhan she takes me from behind and i just love it
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by Anonymous
the 1st time I gave a blow job I had helped out an older guy move some furniture and he gave me a beer after to relax(I was 16)he asked if I wanted to watch a movie so I said sure, it was a gay porno which I had never seen before and I got rock hard right away, he reached over and started rubbing my hardon which i loved, he said lets go upstairs so I said what the hell, thinking he was gonna suck me off and i would then take off. Well i was so fucking horny that when i took off my pants he began jerking me, as soon as he brought his mouth to my cock i blew my load all over his face, he seemed kinda pissed and said cause of that now you gotta blow me!I was kinda nervous but said sure so I started suckin his cock and i kinda liked it, he held my head down and he stiffened up,suddenly he was cumming hard in my mouth. Wow I loved it so much I kept him in my mouth and sucked till he was soft ,he said keep suckin it so I just kept at it till he got hard again then he really fucked my mouth fast and hard till he came again, ever since then I have been a real bj slut and love cum in my mouth, I know this is a bit long but it is true it was my 1st time giving a bj
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by Anonymous
I was about 28 and had been wanting to try it for about a year. Got a call inviting me to a sex party. Turned out to be a trick, he got me drunk and I ended up naked in his bed. Was really nervous but finally got to suck a cock like I had been wanting. Loved it.
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