I have a confession. I am a 36 year old divorced female with shoulder length blonde hair, blue eyes, and two wonderful children. A woman who attends our church is black. She is in her late 50's, tall, heavyset, with breasts that I can only describe as being huge. We have had a few conversations but nothing for any length of time.

My confession is that I am drawn to her in a romantic way. Although I am slender, I have big calves that are very muscular and I have noticed her staring at them during Sunday services. My thoughts involve us having a candlelit dinner, walking on the beach at dusk, and strolling through a flower-filled park, maybe even holding hands.

My sexual fantasies are extremely vivid. I've masturbated thinking about her stripping in front of me and watching her huge, low-hanging tits drop from her bra. Or I've dreamed of her rubbing my legs in the car and telling me how sexy they are.

My most erotic fantasy involves me walking into the church basement and seeing her sitting in a chair completely nude with her heavy legs spread wide. I nervously kneel in front of her and start kissing her as she locks her legs behind mine. I am so curious to know what it would be like to have oral sex with her both as the giver and receiver. I've wondered if she's had similar thoughts about me.