I am a tender 27 year old girl, I have been living with a man since I was 17. He took me in when my mother got into problems, fortunately we were able to fake it until I was 18 and no one knew I was living with a man. By living I mean sleeping with him and being the woman of the house.

He likes me a bit chubby, he always complains that I am too skinny, he wants meat on the bone. Who I am now wants to be fit and thin not thick. He is used to women with curves, it is a real struggle.

I joined a gym with this other girl from work, we do cross fit and we are really in shape. She came out to me and I had sex with her, she wanted me to experience everything so there isn't anything she didn't have me do. I liked it, and I have done more with her. After our workout we go to her place and have sex. Sometimes it lasts a long time and I get home late.

I know I am going through a phase and that I should get pregnant and have his kids. I have always wanted a large number of kids, at least four, but I would be happy with six.

The other night, he saw me completely naked, I am pretty hard now, and have muscles on my shoulders and upper arms. My thighs and butt are also hard, so is my girlfriend from work. He told me to quit the gym and get fat so I can get pregnant and to quit seeing my girlfriend. He has never set the rule down quite like this. No more pills or shakes or any of those drinks, he wants me to gain at least 20 pounds, he really liked me when I was 30 pounds heavier than I am now, and no muscle tone.

The woman I was before I started at the gym is so different that who I am now. I can't put off getting pregnant anymore, and I am going to quit the gym. I am going to get married officially and quit my job. I am also going to tell my friend she and I are not going to get together any more.

In five years I am going to be a fat mama like all the other women on my street.