I was 40 when I lost my virginity to a vulgar old man. I was called a bitch and I was slapped. I was dragged by the hair until I got on my knees and ate his dick. I was fucked.

He took a key to my apartment and would walk in on me and demand dinner or a drink. He fucked me a lot and I spent a fair amount of time eating his dick. His voice alone was enough to get me wet.

On this one occasion he was in my apartment when I arrived, my sister was with me and I had gone to the airport. I was late and I had failed to tell him she was coming to town. I had not fixed dinner for him, I got hauled into the bedroom and I got yelled at and I got slapped and sent out to fix him his dinner. My sister asked me why I let him treat me like that and I told her because I enjoyed it, I was so wet I wanted him to fuck me right then, but he was too angry. I didn't get my fucking until after dinner.

My sister never understood my 'relationship', and neither did I, all I knew was that he could fuck me at will and I was his bitch and that was the happiest time of my life.