Coming Out | Anonymous Confessions

Coming out of the closet is never an easy thing to do. Whether you're gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender, chipmunk, or questioning, this is the space to share your story. Have you been hiding your true self from your family and friends? Are you ready to take the plunge and be true to yourself?

Share the emotions you've been feeling and the struggles you've faced. Did you have a positive experience when coming out, or did it go horribly wrong? Was it a gradual process, or did you come out all at once? Who was the first person you told, and how did they react?

This is a safe and supportive space to share your journey, and to offer support and encouragement to others who may be struggling with their own identity.

- Coming Out -

Lesbian Female / 47

After college a friend of mine and I, both middle class white females, decided to make a trip through South America, starting in Peru. This was in the mid eighties. We hired a guide to take us to Machu Picchu. He was thirty five or so, a sociology student but not graduated, he spoke English pretty well. We flew to Cusco and were supposed to continue by land from there.

In Cusco we stayed at a small hotel, he had his room and we shared a room with two beds. In the middle of the night the door was busted down and we were taken out of our beds, hand cuffed and thrown in police vehicles. We were taken somewhere, interrogated about supporting the Shining Path which we had never heard of, pressed for the most minute information about our guide.

After three days we were given our things and escorted under armed guards and put on a plane to Miami.

We never traveled abroad again. We have lived together all these years, we sleep in the same room. We never heard about our guide, never found out why we were arrested and interrogated. We were not m****ted sexually, but that is a small consolation to what they did do, using one of us to suffer and the other one to beg them to stop.

Somewhere in that darkness I understood that if I was to ever love someone I should love her right then before they killed me without ever loving someone. I asked for forgiveness for my sins, told her I loved her and prepared my soul for the hereafter. Our eyes locked and we took strength from each other. On the flight back to Miami she confessed her love for me.

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# 45232 - by Anonymous

- Coming Out -

Lesbian Female / 33

I moved in with a friend so that my dog could have a back yard. Between the houses were four foot chain link fences which were fine as they kept the dog out of other people's back yard. I was out with my dog and the neighbor came to the fence and introduced himself to me and offered to help if we needed help. I thanked him and went about my way.

Last year for the Fourth he had some friends over and they were cooking hamburgers and hot dogs on the grill and he came over and invited us 'girls' to come over and have a beer and a hamburger. We put on some shorts and tops and went over and introduced ourselves around. One of the guys there said that our neighbor had told him we were gay and he wanted to know if we were married or if we were just shacking up. Telling him we weren't gay was useless. We blew him off and had a nice time. When we got ready to go back to our house the man that accused us being gay walked with us to our front door and offered to provide man service, seeing as we weren't gay. He said he had a reputation for making girls scream.

Behind our front door we laughed, and changed into our bed clothes and sat down to watch an episode of the Hallmark Channel which we watched religiously. My housemate sat beside me and put her hand under my boob and asked me if I needed a lift. Then a kiss on the cheek, then she jumped my bones and was on top of me tearing off my nightgown and going for my panties. At first I went along, it was a joke but when she went for my panties she was serious and I let her win and open my legs and go down on me. Her lips and breath were hot, and her tongue was like a hot spear driving into me, her teeth grinding on my clit, her fingers digging into me. I was lost in the moment and I had an orgasm on the couch. She pulled herself up, taking off her nightgown and grabbing onto me and asking me if I was ready for round two.

This time she went slow down on me and worked up and down kissing and grabbing my boobs, kissing my nipples and my face and back down to my pussy. She looked into my eyes and told me she loved pussy and she was glad I loved giving it to her. Kissing with our arms around each other we fell to the floor and pushed the coffee table out of the way and she offered herself to me and I tried my first girl. We stopped only when we were no longer able to go on and decided to go to the bed where it was softer.

She said she had always been gay, since her earliest memories of having a crush and I told her it was my first time. First time or not she made sure that I was going to remember it and we slept and woke up and made out and slept until the next morning when we woke up late in the day. We laughed at the guy from the night before who offered us sex and spent the day in a lazy motion talking about things of the heart, wondering why the Hallmark Channel never had a show of flower arranger falling for the girl cop in town.

We live next door and we eloped in April so not to scare off any of our friends and relatives and when he sees us he asks us how us girls were getting along and if we needed any help. We ask him from time to time to help us, things like cutting a limb down or climbing on the roof, we make sure it is always he-man stuff and admire his call of duty. We aren't homemaker types so we don't cook or clean for him, but from time to time we help him out with girl stuff, like helping him shop for his mom or sister. He pretty much knows that we are a thing but he never brings it up and he has never invited his crude friend over and us at the same time.

Hey girls, how about getting some pizza and watching the game with me? We like doing that.

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# 45178 - by Anonymous

- Coming Out -

Lesbian Female / 47

My mother came out to me when I returned home after college before I would leave again for a job in D.C. I screamed at her, how could she do that to Daddy. She was his F wife, WIFE. I did not empathize. She stayed in her marriage allowing my father to find a young lover.

I met her in my second year at work. I had been accepted at Cornell for Graduate School. Leaving her behind was unthinkable, I just couldn't. I decided not to go to Cornell. I moved in with her.

My mother came to D.C. to find out what I was thinking, she showed up at our apartment unannounced and found that only one bed had been slept in. Found our dirty clothes on the floor of the bedroom, dirty clothes, hair brushes, toothbrushes, make-up and my good earrings in the bathroom. The bed was still warm, she had caught us before we had gotten up that morning.

She ordered me to Cornell, "you go and don't you dare come back without a husband!". And she yelled at my girl "get out of here, leave my daughter alone". It was her apartment I had moved into.

I went to Cornell, met a young man from the Medical School in N. Y., got married after he graduated and went with him to be his wife while he completed his residency. I let my 'embarrassment' slide into the background, made Daddy proud with his first two granddaughters, I strived to be a good wife. My husband's acceptance of me riled my life. His happiness and relief of his stress from his Medical practice was predominant in my heart and mind. And my girls growing up at home.

When I 'messed' up and did the unthinkable I thought of my mother. How could I do that to my girl's Daddy? I stopped, kept my secret tryst to myself. I renewed my vows, I renewed my life. My mother passed and our conversation after I went home after college was never talked about again. She never told anyone of what she found in D.C. that morning. I met her special friend at her funeral, she told me in that short moment to honor my husband, as my mother had honored my father.

I am my husband's wife, I am a lesbian woman as was my mother.

Thank you,

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# 45095 - by Anonymous

- Coming Out -

Lesbian Female / 25

We had a family reunion at the beach. There were cousins and aunts and uncles I had never met. We got permission to build a bonfire on the beach. Someone said lets go swimming, some one took off their clothes and we all took off our clothes, it was dark with a small moon, the only light was the bonfire, naked kids all around, some college kids and some ten and twelve. I was fourteen and being naked felt good, seeing the other kids felt good. My new cousin wanted to pee so I took her behind the dune, she was ten with small tits and light pubes. I stood beside her and held her hand to pee. Then I squatted, opened my legs and peed. I had midsized boobs and a very hairy vagina. Letting her look felt good. After I peed I opened her legs and looked at her.

I remembered that night and would a get naked whenever I could. After college I went to the Peace Corp in Bolivia. I worked in a small town with this Nashville girl who went to Sewanee, it took months before she got naked with me. She was small with small tits and a very bushy vagina. By then I was heavier with full tits, heavy hips and a very bushy vagina. She had a pretty face and so did I, getting naked like that felt good, we stared until we laid on the bed to touch. The word got back to the Peace Corp that we were sleeping together and we were tossed out and went home.

The forbidden fruit had crossed our lips and we couldn't live without it. We moved to Costa Rica and worked in the computer gambling business server warehouse in a small town on the coast. No one cared that we slept together, or that we watched hours and hours of lesbian porn. We were near a small beach where we could just get naked and we did, we started a sort of nudist beach. It was an amazing year, then we had to grow up and go home.

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# 45039 - by Anonymous

- Coming Out -

Gay Male / 52

I sucked my first cock at age 14. My friend was 12. Neither of us had pubic hair. I ejaculated when I came, my first ever orgasm. My friend had a dry orgasm as he was not quite at puberty. We sucked each other a few times over the next year until we both 'discovered' girls. I wish now we had known we are gay and continued that exploration. I now enjoy most aspects of gay sex; mutual sucking, rimming, assplay, flip fucking and cum eating. I'm still closeted and only occasionally am able to truly express my sexuality. 2 days ago a hot young Latino had me on my knees sucking his uncut cock and licking his asshole. Then he bent me over and slid his bare cock unlubed into my hungry wet fuckhole. He'd fuck me hard for a bit then pull out and I'd suck him ass to mouth. After doing this for a while he told me he was cumming. He started to pull out but the first shot went in my asshole. I turned around and swallowed the rest while stroking myself to a heavenly orgasm.

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# 45033 - by Anonymous

- Coming Out -

Gay Male / 40

The summer before I turned 18 my oldest sister and her husband, Ron, moved back home after him spending 25 years in the military. They had lived all over the world so our time was limited to their 30 day visits once a year and our visiting them when they were stationed in the states closer. I am the only son having 3 older sister and a dad who worked evenings so he was never able to attend fuctiond or activities with me. Not his fault and a great father to me and my sisters.
My brother-in-law family all lived in our community and they were part of our church family, so we were all close friends and I was expecially glad that Ron, my brother-in-law, was home becasuse he always went out of his way to make me fell important.
Ron invited me to go with him and his younger brother fishing after dinner one hot July night, whcih I was delighted to go. He drove na hour from the house to a large bodied lake where we took postions under a bridge and cast our our reels. After the second beer Daniel, Ron 36 year old brother began with the dirty jokes and by his 3rd beer he was talking about sex with his friged wife. Ron suggested they change the subject as he looked at me, but I said, I've heard it all before. The fish were not bitting so we just set there waiting to try to catch some cats fish around 10pm. Ron had a couple of beers and began to loosen up telling dirty jokes. So, I told a few I knew and we all set back on our elbows laughing when Damiel offered me a swig of beer, which I took. It didn't take but a few sipes and I could feel the effect but Ron stopped as he had to drive us home in a coupleo f hours.
By the time we were loading our gear to leave I knew Daniel got very little pussy and beat off several times a week and Ron admitted he jerked too. That is when Danil said to me: at your age I bet you jack off 3 or 4 times as day, I laughed and said, at the least.
When we got to the car Damiel got in the back and I got in the passenger seat and we began our hour journey home sometime close to midnight. Daniel kept talking about sex, pussy and jacking his dick when he asked Ron if he minded if he beat off while he drove home. Ron looked at me as to ask permission and I said, absolutely. Ron reached under his seat pulling out a white cloth and handed it back to his brother. Daniel said, I knew you had that cum rag somewhere in this piece of junk.
Danile unzipped and began to stroke his dick talking about blow jobs being better than pussy. After a few minutes Danile suggest Ron and I join him to make it more comfortable. Ron looked at me and I said, I am deaf, dumb and blind. Ron unzipped his shorts and wheeled out a hugh dick. As I unzipped my pants Ron told me to rasise up in the seat and slide my shorts down to my feet, which I did. Ron said we can't all blow at the same time as I only have one cum rag. So he told Danile to go first and he said, I need some nasty talk brother...talk some kinky shot to me like we aways do. That is when I realized this was not a first for the two of tme.
Ron and Damiel were talking dirty to each other and I was about to blow all over the place, so I stopped beating my meat. In a minute Damile called my name and said, you like looking at your brother-in-laws dick, don't you? I didn't know what to say when ROn said, It's okay to look at it and Daniel said, if I were up there I'd have iot in my mouth. I looked Ron who smiled and that is when I felt Daniel reach between the seats and reach for his brothers cock. The he reached for mine and I lobed my hand as Daniel began to stroke me. Ron said, Daniel is the best cock sucker in the world when he is drunk, get in the back and let him blow you. I was hesitant at first but slipped out of my shorts and over the back of the seat I went. As I went head first into the back seat Daniel moved to one side grabbed my head and shoved my face onto his cock. I didn;t need to be coaxed as I opened my mouth and Damiel slide his dick down my throat. He held my head and hunch fucked my ming some dirty shit. Ron told is to slow down as he was talking the next exit to find a place for us to park and get in the woods.ad NOt sure how long it took but soon we were stopping on a dead end road and Ron turned the car off and told us to get out.
NOw I am standing with my back to the car with Ron and Damiel standing in front of me with us jacking each other cocks. Daniel sucked me and Ron, then Ron sucked me and Damilel then I sucked the both. I sucked Daniel first and when he guided me head to Ron's cock he atood behind me and told Ron to skull fuck me and he started but he cum an a couple of minutes and filled my mouth. It tan out my mouth and dripped onto mt tee shirt. That is when he pushed my face to Daniel and he scremed as he shoved it on telling his brother hoe exciting it was to put his dick in the mouth where some of ROns cum was. Only took a minute and Daniel cum too as he screamed nasty names at me.d, kinky sec
NOw I am standing with my back to the car while these two macho, brothers kneel takking turns sucking my dick. When said he wanted me to cum in his mouth and then he would kiss Daniel and share. The Ron kissed me and I thought I was going to cum again without touching meself. We caught our breaths and for the next 30 minutes sucked weach other severalm more times. When we dropped Daniel at home he asid it was better than pussy and no drama. On the eway home Ron asked me to blow him as he drove home, which I did. He and Daniel both have really nice average cocks with mushroom heads which I came to love.
Ron and Daniel were not the first dicks for me and certainly not the last. When I came out a gay in my early 20's I did do with the support of Ron, my sister and dad. No one ever knew I had sex with my brother-in-law and his brother or that it went on until Daniel passed away and Ron and I still go fishing, hunting and to sports evemts and have wild and kinky sex. Ron may have white hare but his dick gets hard as a rock and he sill loves to sull fuck my face and I love for him to do it.

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