Me and her started off great, one might say I fell head over heels for her... and they'd be correct. Our relasonship was constantly in a on and off state, like someone flipping a light switch repeatedly.
Nearly a year after we first started dating I ended up downloading the Kik app. I met a girl on the app that later deceived, fooled, and tricked me. Most of them were ridicoulous and others were so bullshit that I should've seen through them.
One of which being from her ex boyfriend, who claimed hed kill me if I hurt her. She built it up to say he was a mercenary or something around the lines. Another being how she was r**ed, one time she fooled me by making it seem like she was being r**ed. In reality it was most likely her fooling me, to get my pity, or some guy who was actually having sex with her. I should've known from these two things alone, to n9t trust her.
Being young and dumb I believed it and told my first girlfriend how they essentially had a gun to my head and were forcing me to.
That girl lied and made me believe she was Taylor Marie Mangan, truth be told I had never heard the name in my life up till then. At first she didn't say that was her name, despite her using images of the woman.
When she told me her name was in fact not who I thought she was (which she claimed her name was similar to my first girlfriend), but the aforementioned woman... I felt betrayed, yet I continued believing her.
Worse part is, that was months after I broke up with my first girlfriend. When I did I was a mess and immediately began regretting my decision... it got to the point where I could've get off my ass and go to school.
However, on that same day which I can never forget, the girl from Kik said for me to ask if she wanted to do a three way relasonship and share me. I figured because she just might be Bi it'd be worth the shot. I asked her, and she hesitantly agreed to it... only for the next day or so to break it off with me.
Looking back I completely understand why she did. At the time though, I didn't take it well.
Eventually I stopped speaking to her and deleted the app from my phone... only to receive an email from Kik saying "your friends miss you, and so do we" I hesitantly redownloaded the app and saw her message.
The girl I was lied to, multiple times, ended up telling me in a message how she doubted I'd see the message and said her real name. I forgave her and took the entirety of the blame onto myself.
That was early last year, which I continued taking to her and whatnot.i still talked to my first girlfriend and played together with her.
This January I've finally gotten rid of her for good, and I'm setting my sights on righting the wrongs I've done to my first girlfriend... who I still love.
There's plenty of other information I've left out that I see as useless info, and this is a true confession.


