Straight Male / 40
My Secret Desire I Want To Fullfill
i grew up normal as any male i guess. puberty was wild for me. not knowing exactly what i should feel or shouldn't. but i knew that by nature attraction is natural. i have such a fantasy and desire to be with a woman my moms age. have an actual roleplay relationship with one. i'm not sick, twisted, psycho, mental, or ridiculous. i would say i'm as normal as any horny man with a fantasy. the attraction to older women cake from my mom and what and how she dressed. she didn't dress inappropriately i don't think. jean short shorts that you would think was painted on, i mean the back hem that runs up the crack of the shorts, swear to god would be touching her butthole if she didn't have a thong on. cheeky as hell sometimes when she bent over or squatted down. her pajamas were nightie or a nightshirt and her cheeks would trap it as she walked. had b cup i believe tits that sagged hood and her nipple poking straight out quarter size around and poking a tad longer then a pencil eraser and a bit bigger around. this was constantly. an being young she caught me with her thong under my bed, going through puberty and whatever i guess intrigues you and arouses you, you must in the end have that what you enjoy most? her thong always showed. once she was squatted and her black thong i mean was pulled up and her coworker said you really gonna have all that thong showing with your son right here. she looked embarrassed. but nothing ever happened between us or even said other then she caught me with her thongs once. so my attraction is for a petite 5'5-5'6 small saggy tit, small jiggly butt thong wearing older woman. i'm 40 years old now and have yet to fulfill my desire i've never fully told anyone or even gotten to a point to try and inquire about it. this year i want to fulfill that. have either a cyber or face to face roleplay with a woman in her 50's to mid 60's. i know this isn't a dating site and i shouldn't even go that direction. but this is my ultimate fantasy and if a woman out there may or maybe not. want to take a chance and live outside the box having that fantasy herself. then by all means get up with me. but this is my confession of my fantasy i'm looking to fulfill. an just right now i'm slowly acting on trying to get to the point it happens. wish me luck! thanks for reading.
# 64739 - by SelfDestruction
