I wish I didn't exist. I would have never had to experience losing my soul-mate because I was a naive little boy. I would never have had to experience high school, it was terrible because of the way I looked. I would have never had to experience losing my fiance because I was naive and stupid. There are so many people I wish I still knew, there are so many things I've wanted to do but never had the balls to do.

If I had never existed in the first place, everything would be ok.