I am in a state of "no-control". I cheated on my wife with this hot slut... she did everything I wanted on the bed and was a total freak. This ended after shit hit the fan.

I told myself I would be a better lover, partner and husband to my wife... however, last night I hooked up with my good friend's x-fb. We did it at my place and now we plan on meeting again.

Is it wrong that I want to be a better man, but need to get it off with other women?

Confused and out of control.