I'm sorry. I always do this to you. I left myself get down and I bring you down with me. Whenever we talk I always ruin the conversation. I wish I could be as strong and successful as you. I'm glad I met you, but I'm sorry you had to meet me. I'm an idiot. I can't do anything. I have nothing to live for. I don't understand why you think of me. I never had a friendship quite like this.