When I try to be that way with my husband, it just doesn't feel right. But if I don't get some random freaky sex a couple of times a month, I start to go nuts.
There must be a part of you that gets turned on by being slutty. And maybe you're too embarrassed to be freaky with someone who knows you, whereas with these guys you barely know and will never see again, you have no inhibitions.
Were you promiscuous before you met your husband? Where do you meet these guys?
I wasn't promiscuous. My husband wasn't my first, but it was a pretty short list.
A few years after I got married, I got a job that involves fairly regular travel. I discovered that a solo woman in a hotel bar gets plenty of attention. If the guy looks right and acts right I just return the attention.
I stick with the married guys. They seem safer, and they want it so bad that they really go all out. And I make it a game to see how many times/ways I can get them off.
If you count the morning after, my record is eight times in one night. He so wanted to see me again, but that just doesn't work for me.
8 times, wow. My record is 7, the night I proposed to my wife.:) What led you to the first time cheating? Are you happy in your marriage otherwise? Do you have feelings of guilt? Does he suspect anything?