I have been married for 15 years. I have a wonderful wife who loves me very much and two great boys. I think I am addicted to sex, luckily for me my wife will do just about anything with me. I would never leave her for another woman but I did stray one time with a coworker. We went to lunch one time and for some reason she felt compelled to tell me about her cheating husband. She was always bold and spoke her mind, and by the time we finished eating she was suggesting a hookup. I guess I was payback. Well, I was never one to pass up a blowjob, especially after she told me that she had never swallowed her husband or any other man. She thought it was gross, I was happy to make her do it, at least 15 times. Soon after she was laid off and I never saw her again. My Beautiful wife does not know. I can not hurt her or my family. This is something I did and I must live with the guilt.