I slept around quite a bit before I met my husband. While we were dating I behaved pretty well and only cheated a few times in 6 months. For the first 3 months of our marriage I never cheated once. Then I got drunk at a bar and did oral on 2 guys who were buying me drinks. That was almost a year ago and I have cheated at least 100 times since. I don't know what to do - I love my husband but I have no control.