i hate that i love you, i hate that i told you how i was and you used it to your advantage, i hate the lies i have busted you in, i hate the porn addiction you have and have no need for me ever, i hate that i know your capabile of more and so was the realinship and i try and see the good, but lets be real....theres more bad then good with you. you talk a good game and its sick and scars my heart. im losing my fucking mind with ur mental abuise i have taken, and i still get it from you even thou i left your ass for good this time. how dare you turn it on me, make me believe i was wrong, that i wasnt "good" enough and your outburst are because of me. you will see that im a strong ass soul, some day i will rise above from this, im getting the help i need...u should to. how dare you say you love me and look into my eyes and then later on lie to me while you look again in my eyes. who the hell do you think you are??